Electric Hero

7

It was just supposed to be a mission. Why am I not awake?! I watch as my team mourns over me. "Robin I'm here! Come on guys. As soon as we wake up it will all be better!" I call but no one hears me. It was like I was electricity again. I saw everything at once. The people didn't know they weren't real and they were all in pain. They scream in pain in my ears and cry out for their loved ones. "I have to wake up!" I groan. I reach for my hair but it's not there because I'm not there. I'm just everywhere. Screaming in frustration all I can do is watch as my team is picked off one by one. Each one felt like a knife to my heart. "Let me out!" I screech as I watch Robin and Wally die. Megan cries echo loudly making me sick. And I watch as Man Hunter kills her.

I sit up seeing all of my friends. They were okay. Everyone was okay. But the screams didn't stop. It was on a constant replay. "Sarah are you okay?" Artemis asks. I shook my head and ran to the restroom almost falling a few times. Once there I proceed to throw up. "Sarah?" Canary knocks. She opens the door and quickly rushed to hold my hair. "It's okay Sarah." She pats my back and rubs soothing circles on to me. "It's okay." She states softly. Once I had emptied the contents of my stomach Canary sat me back and cleaned my face with a damp cloth. Once I was clean she brought me in for a hug and I sobbed onto her shoulder. "Do you want to talk?" She asks. "N-no." I cry. "Okay well let's get you to you're room." She smiles sadly and pulls me to my feet. She held an arm around my shoulder and I made sure to cover my face and soften my sobs. "Sarah can we speak with you?" Batman calls. Canary glares and I gently move her hand. "I-it's okay." I state softly. "Y-yeah?" I ask shakily looking at Batman's feet after passing my whole team. "What happened in there?" He asks harshly and I flinch. "What do you mean?" Robin asks. "What did you see after you died?" Martian Man Hunter asks. "Is she not like us? We all slipped into a comatose." Aqualad says. "She didn't." Batman spits. "C-can I not talk about this right now?" I ask. "We need to know Sarah." Batman says. "I don't want to talk about it." I respond.

He wants to talk about it Sarah.

You should tell him Sarah.

They'll be angry Sarah.

You didn't try to save them.

You watched.

Did you enjoy it?

"We really need to talk about it." He states stiffly. "No."

Why not Sarah?

Afraid they won't love you?

What if they send you back?

Who will love you them?

Your mother hates you.

Your father is afraid of you.

Your team won't love you.

Who else is there?

You don't love you.

"Sarah?" I heard Megan. "Sarah please we need to know." Robin says. 

Their already starting to gang up on you.

"No! No! No! No! No! No!" I scream loudly.

Now she's done it.

"Sarah what's wrong?!" Superboy races forward. "Don't touch her!" Canary moved everyone away and I felt my self fall to my knees. "Sarah? Sarah it's okay." Canary shouted at me. As I struggled to breath evenly. Each breath I took in it hurt more and my chest was stopping me from taking in any more.

Haha Sarah look what you've done now.

You look like a freak Sarah.

"Sarah I need you to look at me." Canary was very quiet now. "Sarah focus in me okay?" She asks. I tried to push down the screaming inside and looked for her blonde hair. "Okay?" She repeats. I nod tears still welling in my eyes and falling. "Canary carefully removed my hands from my ears and talked. "Okay Sarah I need you to count with me. We're going backwards from one hundred. Okay?" She asks. I nodded. "I need you to count out loud. I'll help you." She smiles. "One hundred. Nintey-nine. Nintey-eight." We continue counting all the way to fifty-five when I could breathe and see. "T-thank you." I smile. "It's no problem. Go and get cleaned up we can get the information some other time okay? And it will be just me." She adds the end seeing my panic. "Megan can take you to get cleaned up." She directed me to Megan. And stayed with Batman and Martian Man Hunter.