You give me Hope. (Kellin Quinn fic)

-Chapter Five-

I couldn't believe it.

Kellin Quinn, the hottest guy in school was talking about me.

I blushed like an idiot and stacy could see it my face was redder than usual.  At that moment I realized she must know him personally that means she could lead me to him and I will be able to talk to him.

A huge smile spreads across my face.

"Stacy... do you know him personally?"

"yeah he's a frie-"

"Could you take me to see him?" I say without letting her finish. The excitement was just filling up my soul and i could feel my heart racing. She could tell also, was I that transparent?  or maybe it was the fact that I was sqealing like a little girl who wants ice cream.

She couldnt help but laugh at my squealing

"okay hold your horses, lets go"

She grabs my hand and leads me across the school, past the volleyball courts to a building with graffiti on the side of it. We made our way around the back, it was very weird and scary behind here, it was a very clever hiding spot though.

"This is where he hangs out" she lets go of my hand.

I lay my eyes on him as he was standing there talking to his friends. i couldnt help but stare... he's absolutely perfect. I couldnt see how i was so involved and obsessed with someone i barely knew, but it was happening. All I could do was stand there and soak it all in, all of his perfection. I had to stop being so nervous and just go for it.

He was wearing a leather jacket with jeans and Toms. His hair was swept to the side perfectly how It was when i had first met him and exactly how i like it, his laugh was absolutely adorable.

"This is where he hangs out?" I ask kind of weirded out by the place.

I fix my hair quickly before he sees me, I didn't need to look like a ratted mess.

When he sees me his eyes light up instantly and he immediately stops what he's doing.  Ive never seen any guy, or any one at all look at me the way he looked at me. He hardly knew me either and he looks like he's known me for ages, like I was once his lover...

"I brought you someone" Stacy winks in his general direction and runs off leaving me there frozen in my tracks behind a building with three older guys.

I was interested in Kellin but Ive only met him once. I don't know him that well so I didn't know what he would do. Why was I scared?  He's perfect and he helped me in the hall when my papers fell. i guess i am blinded by love, and his kindness, but how couldn't you be with someone as bright as him. Why would he hurt me? he wouldn't hurt a fly. My mother always told me, "Be careful who you trust, the devil was once an angel."

"Hey" he flashes me a smile and I blush in return, pulling my sleeves over my hands so just my fingertips were sticking out.

"Hey" I manage to let escape from my mouth.  "You- uh I - you've been talking about me?" I ask looking down at my feet.

stupid why would you ask right off the bat like that... ugh stupid            I mentally slapped myself.

He didnt seem to mind the question although he hesitated slightly.

"Yeah because you're beautiful, I can never find you and I needed to talk to you and get to know you" He blushed.

how fricken adorable.

I could feel myself blushing again until we were both blushing and it was kinda weird how his friends were just standing there watching us....

I tried to conceal  my blushing so that he couldn't see but it didn't work very well.