im driving in the car and all of these thoughts are getting to me, i finally found all of the articles and photos on twitter of skai and diego
diego's fucked, he fucked up my whole life, i had perfect grades which led onto many opportunities in life, where i could make real money
but no, i decided to cut that out of my life and stay with diego, what the fuck was wrong with me? thinking that i would have the most perfect life with a guy that i fucked at a party
he fucked up my life, he fucked up my mind, he fucked up my everything
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i parked his car, which im probably never going to see again and i storm in through the door, with mascara dripping down my cheeks
diego walks around the corner
"natalie? what happened?" he runs up to me and hugs me as he wipes my tears
"what happened to me?!" i yell as i push him off of me
"the fuck natalie?" diego walks backwards
"what the happened to you diego?" i cry
"what? tell me what i've done wrong" he tries to hold my hands but i pushthem away
Diego's POV
i already know what i've done wrong, i don't want to blurt it out just incase she was talking about a whole other different thing
"skai, diego, SKAI" she yells in my face
"uh, look, i, uh" i can't spit these words out of my mouth
"speechless huh? it must be true" she folds her arms
"natalie, im sorry" i look right into her eyes
"it's too late diego, i knew i shouldn't of wasted my time on you" she walks into our room, grabs a bag and starts packing her things
"no natalie, let me explain myself" i pull her arms towards me to stop her from packing
"don't fucking touch me diego, no matter what you do it won't make it any better" she continues to pack
"please natalie, just let me fucking explain!" i yell which gave her a fright
"fucking hell, fine!" she yells back as she chucks the remains of clothes in her bag
"look, after my show i was texting and calling you hoping that you would pick up but you didn't have your phone"
"not good enough" she walks away from me and gathers her stuff from the bathroom
"come back here natalie and let me fucking speak!" i shout as i pull her back into the room
"touch me one more fucking time diego and im out the fucking door in a matter of seconds"
"im sorry, you didn't let me finish my story"
"i don't need to know the story because i already know enough" i see a tear drop from her eye
"babe, plea-"
"don't babe me diego, i know you fucked her, and i know that you cheated on me, that's the last thing i want from you" she calmly says
"i'm sorry, okay? forgive me please, i will never do that ever again"
"stop talking, im calling an Uber"
"no! you're going nowhere until you let me explain what happened" i pull the phone from her and throw it
"diego?!"
"sit the fuck down, i don't care if you're going to leave me or not, i just want you to listen to me, please" i hold her hands tighter than ever
"fucking hell, i can't believe you right now" she finally sits down on the bed next to me
"okay, i was backstage after my show and skai came up to me out of nowhere and started to talk to me, which led onto us walking out of the venue with my arm around her, that's when the paparazzi took photos of us"
"okay?"
"i was high as hell, so we drove back to her place and fucked, i have no excuses and i am truly sorry"
"diego, i know this was a mistake, but i can't stay with a man who cheats, im sorry, im leaving" she gets up off the bed
"i understand that, but can i just have a second chance atleast?" i beg
"look, i cut my whole future out just for you, my perfect grades, my perfect life, and you had to fuck it up for me, so im leaving to work hard to get my normal life back"
fucking hell, there's no way i can change this back to normal and i know she will never forgive me
"natalie please"
she looks at me, picks her bags up and she walks out the front door and jumps in an Uber she previously booked
fuck
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THIS IS THE END
this is the end of the book, i decided to make it a sad ending because there's too many stories out there that have happy endings
i will make a part 2
just be patient
this was and amazing book to write
thank you for all the support and love
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Lil Xan ; just friends?
Fanfic"what are we?" i question "just friends" he said warning : contains sexual content, swearing, alcohol and drug use
