Chapter 10
The next day when i woke up, it was a very beautiful day as i recall, i had gotten dressed and i was very nervous to see Irvin.
As i walked to school I saw him, he waited for me to cross the street and gave me a hug. I was very happy that i had chosen Irvin, he is an amazing guy. Days went on, then weeks, and then people began to ask us, "Have you two kissed yet?"
We both became very shy, but as i looked at his face expression, he secretly had been wanting to kiss me for a long time.
I was scared. I wasn't sure if i wanted my first kiss to go to Irvin.
So i ignored that feeling.
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Chapter 11
As December came along, so did winter break.
I wouldn't see Irvin for awhile and i became very sad.
As we were walking down to our electives one day, he told me he loved me and gave me a kiss on the forehead.
I was somewhat shocked that he did that.
Usually people say "I love you...JUST KIDDING!"
But he was serious
Later that day we hung out at lunch and talked for awhile.
We really enjoyed eachothers company very much.
Once the bell rang i gave him a hug goodbye but then he pulled me towards him and kissed me
Butterflies went straight to my stomach
I was happy actually
He had taken my first kiss
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Chapter 12
The next weeks we always kissed when we said goodbye
Yet we never "made out"
I was to afraid to do that so we only pecked eachother on the lips for a bit
I thought to myself
"Im glad i've found someone like Irvin"
Months went by
He kept kissing me an giving me hugs and taught me new things
When it was 7 months i was very happy and ran up to him and kissed him
He smiled at me and said "i love you Melissa"
I smiled huge and hugged him
He made me the happiest i had ever been
Couple days later i was in the best mood possible to see him
I went up to him and hugged him
He said "ohh hey.."
I asked him what was wrong
He didn't reply
So i kept talking about how much i loved him and how my day had went
Once the bell rang...
Words i never wanted to hear from him came out..
"I can't do this anymore Melissa"
"Do what?" I replied concerned
"I can't.. Im sorry...please forgive me.."
I began to tear up and asked him if he was done with "us"
His eyes watered then he nodded "yes"
My heart shattered
I felt like i was defeated, and an idiot for trusting someone so much
A tear fell down my cheek and i said with my head down not being able to look at him "okay.."
He held onto my arm tight saying "im sorry Melissa"
I moved my arm forcefully out of his hands and walked away with my head down crying
What did i do for him to do this?
Why?
When did you stop liking me?
Why?
Many questions flooded my mind
I went into class and bursted into tears
I held my head down the rest of the week
Being shamefull
Why...?
