Chapter 13
For days i was dreadfully sad, i thought he really loved me but i guess not
A friend of mine that was also Irvin's friend began to comfort me
His name was Daniel
He saw how sad i was and helped me get through the pain
I felt terrible that i kept complaining to him and crying even though i knew i should move on
Daniel then started to make me laugh and say terrible things about Irvin which cheered me up
Everytime i looked at Irvin
A pain went straight through my heart
As if i had been shot with an arrow straight through
The pain ached and i just wanted to ask him so many questions
When i finally grew the guts to text Irvin and ask him why
He replied with "im sorry Melissa i just couldn't"
I then asked why once more
And then he said "look i already have a girlfriend, im sorry it had to happen that way, i was going to say sorry on your birthday and see if you would want to be with me again but not anymore"
I didn't answer his text
I shoved my head in my pillow and began to cry very much
"Stupid stupid stupid, why did i trust him so much!?" I said into my pillow
That night i didn't talk to anyone, i layed in bed
Crying
I cried myself to sleep
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Chapter 14
After a couple of days of being alone and hanging out with Daniel
I started brightening up and smiling more
It was pretty fun with Daniel because he always made fun of Irvin
The weeks that went by i usually spent it by surrounding myself with friends
I began to gain interest in one of my close friends Adrian
He was very nice and cool to be around
I then grew the courage to ask him out
Knowingly i already knew he would reject me, so i proceeded and asked him
"Hey Adrian? Would you want to go out with me?"
He responded with
"Look Melissa, your a really sweet girl but i don't want to be another Irvin if i break up with you, so im sorry, im going to have to say no, we're still friends right?"
"Yeah of course!"
I for some reason was happy
I was happy for some unknown reason knowing someone rejected me
I then continued my day very happy
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Chapter 15
The last day of school came around and i was excited for the new year coming
I hanged out with my friends all day and enjoyed it very much
When i saw Irvin i wasn't sad at all
I was in such a great mood
The first weeks of summer were great
I got to talk to two guys knowing both really liked me but i couldn't decide
One was David who was very kind and warm-hearted
The other was Jonathan who was very funny and very sweet
I liked talking to both and didn't know who to choose
So i waited for a bit
And then i decided i would choose Jonathan
But when i told David.. He was not all so happy for me
He made me feel terrible for choosing someone else and not him
He even then told Irvin and Irvin started to bring me down
I felt horrible but i knew that Jonathan was my final decision
I was actually suprised Irvin even texted me
He's always with his girlfriend and she hated my guts
I tried to ignore them but they kept pushing and pushing
So i just stopped texting back
Then a few days later
I get an apology from David saying
"Im sorry i kept bringing you down for choosing Jonathan, i really liked you and i went a little overboard i guess"
I accepted his apology and we became friends again
Jonathan was an amazing guy to hang out with
He always made me laugh and we always had something to talk about
It was great
Then randomly out of nowhere
Irvin texted me saying
"Hey im sorry what i did to you, i really miss you"
My heart dropped
I missed him so much but i couldn't say that so i replied with "Are you lying?"
And he replied instantly
"No im not joking Melissa, i really miss you"
So then i decided "lets see where this goes"
So i replied with
"Well me too"
And then he said
"Im starting to regret what i did"
And i said
"Oh"
Then i asked him
"Do you really love Ariana?" (That was his girlfriends name i really didn't like her all so much)
He said
" I like her, but i Love you"
I was confused
How can you like 2 people at once? In my head the first words were "he's joking right?"
I then replied with " I still love you too"
I wanted to see where he was going with all of this
So i kept talking to him
He added me back as a friend on everything we had together because he had deleted me
And it was sorta refreshing talking to him again
