Violet [Harry Styles]

Chapter Twenty

V I O L E T

I felt happy that I was next him, I was the luckiest girl in school to be close to him. But I was unlucky at the same time for not being able to call him mine. Harry, you were the only one I kept thinking about all day. I hated it and loved it at the same time.

"Vio?"

"Hmm?" I zoned out from my own world, I talked to myself a lot those days and it was crazy and embarrassing.

 "W-What is wrong? These days you have been so quiet," I shook my head and fake smiled. "You can tell me anything."

"I know, but there is nothing to tell, Harry." He frowned. "I'm okay, really. Nothing is wrong."

"Are you su-"

"I am. If there is I will tell you."  After we sat in silence, he broke it.

"So...Yesterday, did you have fun?" His smirk made me panic. I was taken back by his question, what the heck did he meant by that?

"W-What?" Crap! I stuttered. Did I look that nervous? 

"Yesterday? You and Elle?"

"How do you know?" Did he see us? Nobody knew that Elle was with me yesterday.

"S-She told me." I sighed, I felt relieved. Thank god!

"Well, we did nothing." He nodded, "Just the usual." The bell rang and we did not have the next class together which meant he had to go in a different way other than mine. I did not want to go to my next class, I preferred talking to him.

What happened to me? This was not Violet. 

"And, the usual is spying on people. O-Okay, Vio," He said getting up. My eyes went wide, I looked up at him as he walked to the hall, on his way to his class. He turned his head to look at me and smirked. "See you later!" 

I was sure that my face was on fire, I was so embarrassed for the second time. I was going to kill Elle. She was the reason that it happened. It was official, I was a stalker.

I headed to the class and the students were still coming in. I kept glancing at the door every now and then waiting for Elle to come. Suddenly, she appeared and I glared at her.

"Why the hard glare, hottie?"

"He saw us!" I screamed without meaning it, the whole class turned their heads and looked at us. I really did not care about them, I wanted to kill her two times. For giving Jake my number and for what happened yesterday.

"He what?" She asked, confused. "Wait a second, who are we talking about here?"

"Harry, he saw us yesterday! And it is all thanks to you!"

"Me? I did not tell you to drool over him." I groaned.

"I do not know what is happening!" I said to her and to myself the most. Why am I so attached to him?

"This is called L-O-V-E, my darling." I rolled my eyes as the teacher entered the class. The whole time I kept thinking about what she said, that could not be more than a crush. I could not be in love with him in such a short time.

I just admitted to myself that I fancied him not loving him. Love was such a strong word, she was so wrong this time. The class ended slowly and we walked out."For the first time, I understood the lesson back there."

"Lucky you," I mumbled then sighed. My head was on cloud nine. "Someone was actually listening."

I saw Harry across the hall, I practically ran to him but stopped my tracks when Sarah came to him, with a smile on her face. I stood for a minute and thought if I should interrupt their conversation or walk away.

I was going with the second thought but decided against it. I took a deep breath and walked to them. "Oh hey, Violet!" She said, I forced a smile at them and waved.

"Hey, Sarah," I looked at Harry then looked at her again. "Sorry to interrupt your conversation-"

"Oh no, I was leaving anyway," I nodded feeling happy about that. "So, I will send you my address, okay?" Wait, what did I miss?

"O-Okay,"

"I guess I will see you later, bye for now!" She turned to me and smile. "Nice to see you again, Violet."

"Yeah, you too." She walked away and left us both in silence. Harry was looking at the floor and I was waiting for him to say anything.

"Is it a date?" I broke the silence, asking. His head shot up quickly, then shook his head.

"No, no! She just w-want me to help her with some work," 

"Work?"

"Homework, Maths." I nodded.

"Oh, okay." He nodded back and he looked nervous, "It is none of my business anyway. I was just asking."

"Violet I-" My phone vibrated cutting Harry off. I got it from my bag and unlocked it, I received a text from Jake. When I glanced at Harry he was looking at my phone and a frown was on his face.

"Sorry, it's Jake." He nodded. "Do you remember him? From the party-"

"Yeah, Yeah. You still talk t-to him?"

"Sometimes, yeah."

"Do you trust him?" That was weird to ask, what was up with all the questions though?

Was my plan working? Was Harry jealous? Of course, he was not. I mean why would he be, he was just being a good friend. 

"I do, he is very nice and sweet," I said. "Actually, I am meeting him at tonight."

"That is your plans f-for the night?" He asked.

"Yeah, but it is not a date or anything. He is just a friend." I wanted to make sure that he understood that I did not think of Jake that way. He was only a friend. "And, your plans for tonight is Sarah? Meeting her?"

"Yeah." He nodded."Okay, we should go to meet up with J-Jay and Elle."

"Okay."

I was so jealous of Sarah, she was lucky tonight, spending the night with him. I decided that if he liked her, then I should just move on. I guess it would not be that hard.

He was just a crush.

I was getting ready to meet Jake. I put the outfit I was going to wear on the bed. I was about to go take a shower, but my phone buzzed and it was another text from Jake.

Hey Violet, sorry I can't meet up with you tonight my brother is coming and I have to pick him up x

I huffed feeling disappointed. I did not have anything to do and I wanted to meet him so he could get my mind off Harry. I was all alone and had no plans.

It's okay, maybe some other time 

I threw my phone on the bed and went downstairs. I went to the kitchen looking for something to eat. my mum would not be home soon and she will come late. I got an apple and went to the living room to watch the TV. I was bored and I kept changing the channels.

I bet Harry was getting ready right now to go to Sarah, or even there at her house. And, there was me. Alone, doing nothing but watching a stupid reality TV show. I almost fell asleep on the couch, but the doorbell rang. I stood up and went to the door to open it. 

"Harry?"