Violet [Harry Styles]

Chapter Twenty Five

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What I'm thinking right now is What the heck happened? One moment he looked at me and the next thing he kissed me. And I kissed him back, which is more surprising and shocking because I never thought I'm able to kiss.

He's also so confusing, he told me he doesn't date or think about it, then he asks me if he could ask Sarah out. He told me that he should stay away from me, then he kiss me?

"Please, make up your mind!" I mumbled to myself looking in the mirror. I'm mad, but happy. I'm happy because 1. I kissed Harry, which was on my list.

2. I got my first kiss, and it was so sweet and lovely just like how I imagined it. But I'm mad because he confuses me each day more and more. He needs to figure out what he wants.

What I want is him, that's what I know.

We got back from the forest in silence, no one said a word or we even looked at each other after the kiss. I didn't want to ruin the moment, and I guess he didn't want that either. 

Maybe he regrets it? I hope not. 

Because if he does regret it that will hurt me a lot, I really hope he figures everything out. But what I wish for is for him not to tell anyone. I won't tell Elle because she'll freak out as always. 

And I'm sure he won't tell Jay. Speaking about Jay, I'm wondering why did he think that we are dating? It's funny, I never thought about Jay that way.

Although he has been acting different and weird these days, I wonder why. Maybe tomorrow at school I should talk to him, or we could spend our studying after school together. That will be better.

"Hey Jay! Wait up for me," I shouted, the brunette boy stopped walking and turned around. He smiled when he saw me and waved.

"Hey pretty." I blushed. That's weird, I never blush by Jay nor he ever called me 'pretty'.

"Hi, that's. . . Weird," I said. We started walking out

"What?"

"You've never called me pretty before." He chuckled.

"Like it needed to be said." I raised my eyebrows, "It's a fact about you, you're beautiful. Always." My eyes went wide, but I looked away quickly.

Is he okay? Why is he acting so weird and. . . Romantic?

"Did you sleep well, Jay?" I looked back at him. He nodded.

"Very well, why?"

"Oh nothing, just wondering." He raised his eyebrows at me.

"And, did you sleep well?" I shrugged my shoulders.

"I guess." There was a silence between us. It was an awkward one, and I decided to break it.

"So, I was wondering, want to study with me after school?" I stopped walking and he turned around to face me. "We didn't do that for a long tim-"

"Yeah sure, I have nothing after school."

"Oh, so you're not meeting Harry," I played with the ends of my hair while I'm saying his name and I don't know why though. He shook his head.

"No, he has plans too." He started walking towards the library, I followed him. Curious took the best of me to follow and ask him.

"Plans? What kind of plans?" He gave me a weird look, wondering, of course, why I'm asking about Harry. I know Jay because we can both figure out each other easily.

"He's going to study, but with Sarah." I stopped my tracks and my jaw broke down from the shock. Sarah again? Jay turned around and I nodded. "Why'd you stop?"

"N-Nothing," I sighed. "I'm going to be late to class, see you after class."

I walked to my next class, which is Art, I entered the class and went to my seat. I looked around searching for Harry, but he's not around. I took my stuff out angrily. Of course, I had to be angry and jealous.

Our teacher came in and she was talking with Harry. Harry nodded smiling and put the box he was holding on her desk, I guess he was helping her like always. He's so kind that he likes to help everyone. That's what I love the most about him.

No, Violet you're mad at him. Stop it! I keep telling myself. He turned around and walked towards his seat.

His eyes met mine, then he licked his lips, just for a second I remember those pink lips on mine last night. His amazing manly yet so sweet scent, and those beautiful green eyes that were closed. I just noticed how lucky I was, so lucky to be kissed by Harry Styles.

And, I noticed that I was so busy that I zoned out of class, didn't start my drawing and my fingers were tracing my lips. I shook my head quickly and smiled to myself.

"I'm coming!" I yelled getting downstairs to open the door. I opened it to reveal Jay. "Oh hey, come in!"

"Thanks! So. . . The couch?"

"Yup! I'll get us some snack and I'll come." I headed to the kitchen got us some food and went back to the couch. I sat next to him and when he saw me he locked his phone fast.

"Who were you texting?" I got curious.

"Oh, it's just my brother," He said. I nodded. I wonder if Harry at her house right now.

"Did Harry go to study with. . . Sarah?" He frowned.

"Why do you keep asking about him. . . A lot?" I frowned.

"I don't, I'm just wondering." He raised his eyebrows. "He's our friend, right?"

"Violet, he's no good for you."

"What do you mean?" I asked.

"I think you know what I mean."

I do know what he means, but I don't know where is it coming from. 

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