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Hello everyone.
Where shall I start?

When I started The Dark Side, I was really enthusiastic about it, I was only 14 (maybe 13) when I started and I am looking back at the chapters, man those mistakes, but I am also thinking about that I have improved a lot since then. I remember I had three books that I wanted to write at once, on the first try: The Dark Side, YouTube High School (a different from the current one) and a FNAF book. Soon I saw that The Dark Side had the most reads I continued that and deleted the other two.

I was in 8th that time so the exam to secondary school was there, the waltz, my self problems, some relationship problems (not long tho lol) yet I still kept writing because that gave me a purpose to enjoy life.
I could watch YT way more back then, now I am happy if I can watch one PewDiePie video and a Shane video before sleeping. I wanna watch Jack and Mark so bad but my Watch Later folder is just increasing. In the summer, I hope. Now back to the story.
While I was writing I thought about Melanie a lot, like she is my OC and she needs a story. So after a month or so after finishing The Dark Side, I started this book then later YT High School. For me, it was a bit hard to keep up with both, so I am sincerely sorry for the very late updates.
9th grade was the worst year I had, I didn't trust anyone in my class, I still don't. I was sad and felt down so much but then at least I could write the chapters in school so I wasn't bored.
I have always thought, what if I had a demon with me who looks like me but wants to ruin my life and kill me through self harm? I have had these thoughts which turned into imagines in my head and that's how I kinda created Melanie. I still think there are demons in my room, sometimes I hear heavy breathings lol.
In that year, in 9th grade, I discovered what that 'This YouTuber saved my life' meant. If I hadn't watch their videos, I would have tortured myself way more. In YouTube I found myself and then later a friend of mine showed me Wattpad and I thought this couldn't be any better, yes it did.
In August 2016, I discovered tøp, then later P!ATD, also FOB (I was a fan of them before but not that big) and later MCR (;-;). Their music just always fit my mood. Yet I was the only one in my class who liked them xd.
But then on 28 May, 2017 with help of PewDiePie, I was sucked into Kpop which has helped me in a lot things: being a bit more sociable, going Mondo Con (anime and kpop convention), helping me making new friends and giving that tiny little part of my soul that was left.
Yeah, I think that's all. I have just told you guys my last few years xd
At least you made it.

But all in all, thank you for reading the first book and its sequel. I could have express my demon loving self.
After this I will try to continue YTHS, making the 1st book better and some other draft books are in progress too.
But I hope you guys enjoyed these books, don't forget to Vote-Comment-Share.
And I will see you guys in the other books!
Bye 👋 👋 👋

Ps. I love you guys so so much!! Thank you for always commenting and voting on the chapters!

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