" Sometimes It's best to live in blissful ignorance , for being unaware of betrayal doesn't hurt at all "
Sometimes I sit back and rethink my entire life , the centuries I spent in blissful ignorance perhaps of the one truth I did not know.And I wish I never discovered it. How ironic it is to know the truths of others hearts and yet be so unaware of the truth of a heart that was by my side for so long ... a heart I believed truly loved me. Even if the words were never spoken. Just goes to show you ... actions can be as hollow as words.
Sometimes I wonder was I willfully blind for so long .. or perhaps I was so concerned with the affairs of those I served that I did not guard my own affairs too well. But isn't that always the case , all of us get lost looking over others .. minding them or even envying there lives over are own . We become so blind as to what we have . We take it for granted. Until one day we come home ... and home is just an empty house devoid of any true emotions. It's only then we realize what we actually had ... and what we actually lost.
But I guess even being alone has it's advantages , after all the only more influential person in mirkwood other than me will be the king himself . After today , things could only get better.I wish I could have realized how much better my life was to become and learned to accept it sooner.
It may have saved everyone some heartbreak and trouble . The stars know there has been enough of that to last a lifetime.
My name is Aurorialis Neluinan . I am the High Adviser To The King and I vow to never fail him as I failed myself.
" How wonderful it is to gift others with the perfect advice. Now .. if only I could listen to my own advise and be so clear. "
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The Rose Without Thorns. { Thranduil X Oc }
FanfictionWhen an broken hearted adviser rises to Kings personal adviser , She learns that maybe her job isn't so bad as it seems. But the past has a way of getting in the way of the future and the path isn't so clear. After all .... a rose without thorns i...
