pink roses ~ k.sj

f o u r t e e n

(This is an emotional chapter, its made up quickly but I feel like I made it okay. There are mentions of sexuality, if your not comfortable around it I'll put it in a different paragraph. Also kind of smut warning if your around your family or something..)

“Hello! Today, we are here with BTS and.. Drumroll please?” Eric announces (I know he doesn’t host anymore but just because I liked him). Everyone hits the table with their palms and then eventually  stops. “Eiko!” He exclaims and I hide my face slightly. “Thank you, I didn’t need that type of announcement, though.” I say shyly. “No, of course you did!” Jin pushes me. “Go away, Jin.” I say and push him back harder. “So, Eiko. You are the third oldest out of you and BTS, how does it feel to have the people you looked up to be younger than you? It must feel weird being their noona.” he asks. “It actually is quite fine, I knew Jungkook when I was little, when I first lived here, and the age gap was never an issue then and it still isn’t now. Sometimes they can act older than me, Yoongi, and Jin.” I reply. “You said you used to live here?” he asks. “Yes, I was born in Kinkkaku-ji, Japan and lived there for seven years, then I moved here for five years. I then moved to the White Mountains in New Hampshire and lived there until last year.” I say and he nods. “You lived in Kinkkaku-ji?” Namjoon asks and I nod. “That’s what I said, didn’t I?” I ask, smiling. “Eiko-noona coming through.” Jungkook says and pushes Jimin and Taehyungs shoulders. “Thanks Kookie.” I laugh. “So we’re gonna play a game, ok?”

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“Namjoon, we- we have to be quiet.” Jin whispers. “Baby, it's okay. She won't be here for a while.” Namjoon says and locks their lips together, pulling Jin’s shirt up a bit so his lower torso was showing. Also so Namjoon had more control over Jin and if he tried to go anywhere. They were kissing for what seemed like forever. Probably almost two minutes, by the time they broke apart, both were shirtless and Namjoon was straddling Jin, pinning his wrists above his head, until there was a knock on Namjoons door. “Namjoon? Why is the door closed? Are you okay?” her voice, to Namjoon, sounded so concerned. The door opens and she continues talking. We were frozen and had nowhere to go.. “Why are you whimpering in here? Are you alri-” she drops the small bag she had in her hand and ran out of the room.

Eikos POV-

I run out of the door and into the first one I saw other than his, I was sobbing at this point. “Eiko? Are you okay?” Yoongi asks and I speed walk to his bed and sit next to him. “J-jin.. Namjoon. They.. They were- th-they were almost.. h-h-having s-sex?” I say, almost like a question. “What?” Yoongi asks and let's me lean on him, his arm around me. “They… they were both.. Shirtless? And.. Joon, he was- he was pinning Jin down..” I say, calming down a bit. “What? No, were you asleep?” he asks. “No! I wouldn’t dream those things..” I said “..anymore.” I mumble. “What was that?!” He asked. “Nothing..” I give him a watery smile. “Eiko?” I hear from the doorway. “Seokjin?” I ask to get his attention. “Yes?” he asks. “Fuck off.” I sigh and look away, out the window so my back faced him. “Eiko-” He says and his hand comes over my shoulder. “Shut up. I don't wanna hear it.” I shrug his hand off and cross my arms on my lap. “Eiko, I’m sorry.” He says and I turn around, put my hand out to stop him and he shuts up. “Sorry? You were practically going to just let Namjoon fuck you and not say anything like, you know, ‘I've had a girlfriend for over 3 months’ or something?” I say, raising my voice a bit. “Eiko, I dont know how to explain this.” He says and looks at Yoongi quickly. He nods and gets up, going to what seems to be the kitchen. “Do you two have some type of telepathy shit or something? What the hell was that?” I ask. “It doesn't matter. Anyway..” He pauses. “What, Jin.” I ask, clearly annoyed.

“I'm bisexual, its probably obvious after.. That. But I didn't tell you because I was afraid you'd get mad. Obviously this was a bad way for you to find out but you deserve the explanation.” He says an I widen my eyes. “Jin.. You thought I’d get mad about your sexuality? So you kept it secret? Jin, sweetie.. I've been pansexual since I was eleven..” I say. “What?” He asks and I nod. “Yeah, I’ve had more girlfriends than boyfriends..” I look down. “Oh.. But yeah.. I've had some boyfriends.” he said. “Well we can fangirl and fanboy over both boys and girls with each other.” I smile. “Shush.”

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Yeah you see what I mean now.

-liv