Thursday,January 20,2018
Dear Diary,
I hate this feeling;it's like I'm helpless to my own life I try and I try so hard to win but I continue to lose.Things just keep on happening and I can't do anything about it.One day I wake up and I start the day off happy but than it's already a terrible day by like 9AM and I don't know how to make it better for myself.
I feel like I'm just an annoying burden to my friends and family.
I just want to be happy,I want to be like all of these cute couples laughing and having a good time,or all of these friends joking and having a blast,but all I seem to do is make people sad when I try and let them in to see the true broken me,so I just act happy and fake laugh at everything to make people seem like I'm just shy but really I'm breaking inside and I'm slowly falling deeper and deeper into my depression.
Anyway that's all I care to write today so i guess I'll write again soon.
~Bella
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Dear Diary
Random⚠️TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️ This is literally my diary but it's my way of coping with emotions and my issues and I just need to tell someone even if it is a few strangers.
