Tuesday,January 30,2018
Dear Diary,
Just a few minutes ago in gym my friends and I were talking about escaping through the roof(yes it's a weird convo) and somehow that changed to us talking about how much we weigh;I haven't felt this bad about my body in awhile basically since the first few weeks of starting recovery from my eating disorder.My friends are the same height as me but they both weigh about 90-95 Ibs,while I weigh 100-101 Ibs (103 after eating).I didn't want them to question me so I told them the truth and for the rest of the period I just stood in the corner hating myself while they forgot all about it and moved on with their life.
Anyway that's all I have for now ig I'll write more later.
-Bella
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Dear Diary
Random⚠️TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️ This is literally my diary but it's my way of coping with emotions and my issues and I just need to tell someone even if it is a few strangers.
