The cliff || Camren

Eleven

An/ eleven is my favourite number so I am very excited to write this one. This chapter will be a lot longer than usual so I hope you enjoy. Also please share with your friends!
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I wait til it's a time me and Lauren will both be awake. I'm so mad at her. Why would she bring weed to the airport, they check your bags for goodness sake.

I want to love her and just cuddle and soothe her and say "everything will be alright" but it won't. I need to nock some sense into her.

Dinah said she would but I would rather do this than Lauren getting angry at DJ. Lauren would never snap at me, but I know she would do it to the other members.

I click on "Lauren Jauregui" (I changed her name because when I get angry I change their name in my phone). I want to FaceTime her so I can see her stunning face. No no. I can not think like that. I need to say this to her, bluntly. Being blunt with Lauren is weird. She gets angry but she gets so oblivious sometimes you just need to be blunt.

I get it. I get really oblivious sometimes. But not when I need to talk something through with someone.

The phone rings two times and she picks up. She looks beautiful, she has barely no makeup on.

C) hi

L) oh hello Camz

C) lolo

L) lolo?
-she looks confused, she doesn't know if I mean it or not-

C) yes, my lolo. If you are still my lolo.

L) only if you're still my Camz

C) always
-why did I say this? I fall into her trap EVERY. DAMN. TIME.-

L)so, why'd you FaceTime me?

C) well. I'm angry at you!
-i say getting to the point-

L) I said I'm sorry

C) I don't care. You promised me.
-i start pouting, that always gets her-

L) I wasn't thinking straight

C) you never do

L) hey! Sassbello

C) no, I didn't mean it like that. I meant, you are dating me. And if you dare a girl you are not straight... so you never think straight... you get it? Are... I mean.. are you mad?

L) haha
-she shakes her head-

C) but still. what the FUCK Lauren? Why would you bring FUCKING WEED TO THE AIRPORT?
-lauren starts blushing, she blushes whenever I call her out on her shit-

L) I forgot to put it away I just wanted to see you baby.

C) no, that's not right. You told me you gave up weed.

L) I mean... I didn't

C) ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME? I.. I.. am- I am dating...
-my panic arises in me, once it's to this point it's no stopping it. I'm so angry at her, but I just want her to kiss me and hug me the ways she does-

L) CALM DOWN, just breathe, babe it's going to be okay,
-she says it urgently, she hates whenever I get panic attacks. I mean, I hate it too but it must be hard for her to watch it all happen the time,
luckily she does doesn't get them. She did when she was younger but not that much anymore-

Camila couldn't help it. All the stress of not seeing Lauren for the past couple of months had put her in a state of depression. She was really hoping to see her in Brazil, but she can't even see her now.

To Camila it didn't matter she brought weed to the airport, it mattered that Lauren told her that she had given weed up.
Lauren promised Camila, "I won't do anything you won't do."

Camila's panic attack was starting to take over her body, and Lauren's worried face wasn't helping.

By now Camila is in Brazil, she landed yesterday. She need needed one of her girls. And not Lauren.

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When the phone suddenly hung up Lauren didn't know what to do. She has to miss the concert in Brazil, she didn't want to- for her fans or her Camz. She started to text Ally worriedly.

Lauren- 1:38 pm

Ally?

Allysus- 1:38 pm

Lauren? What's up?

Lauren- 1:38 pm

I NEED YOU TO CHECK ON CAMILA

Allysus -  1:39 pm

What's wrong? Why?

Lauren- 1:39 pm

SHES HAVING A PANIC ATTACK. SHES IN GETTIBG MAKEUP DONE GO CHECK HER. PLSSSS

Allysus- 1:39 pm

OKAY OKAY

Allysus- 1:40 pm

I'll go check on her brb

Lauren- 1:40 pm

Okay 🙏

- Ally runs as fast as her little legs take her, she rushes into the hair and makeup bus.
"CAMILA? MIJA?"  She yells. No response.
She scrambles in more "KARLA CAMILA? HONEY ARE YOU THERE??" You can sense the worry in her voice, Ally did not like any of her friends suffering through panic attacks.

She runs to the back of the bus.  Camila is not there. She looks in the tiny bathroom to the side of the bus, squeezed between the toilet and bathe shower. Camila is sitting there quietly sobbing. "Mila, baby. Are you okay?" Ally asks. Camila looks up the second she hears the word "baby" she thought it was Lauren.

Ally herself is not sure why she says "baby" but she doesn't regret it.

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AN
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I hope you like this chapter, should I make the chapters like this and longer or should I stick to the shorter ones every day (more throughout the day)?

I am stopping my Little Mix fanfic as I'm not feeling it anymore. But I am up to add another story if you guys want it.

Also please comment ideas for stories and tell me how I'm doing. I think my next chapter is going to be a weird one as it's not actually going to be a real chapter in the story. I hope you will enjoy it though.

Byeeee!
-camila