Being alone, being excluded, being forgotten. It hurts. It all hurts. Being alone and realizing your friends don't want to talk to you because if they wanted to they would be talking to you. Being excluded and not feeling apart of the group hurts like hell. You realize it when you have to speak up to be noticed. Friends would NEVER have to notice you to be your best friend. It comes naturally. Coming from me trust me I've had my experiences and better yet I'm going through it now. But being alone and not being notice until they decide to look back at me and finally notice me or better yet they don't. Maybe they see me and they just decide not to do anything about it. But being excluded sucks. Like making when they make plans without you knowing and then they suddenly feel bad. And then they make another plan with you because they feel SYMPATHY. BUT THE WORST ONE OF ALL IS BEING FORGOTTEN. Being forgotten sucks. They forget all about me and then they see me and start talking to me. But then the posse they have, I always thought that I was included but then my thoughts are always wrong. I'm not included. I probably don't fit, that's why. But being forgotten hurts so much. I just want to cry. ALL OF THESE THINGS COMBINED REALLY HURTS. IT FEELS LIKE DOZENS OF KNIVES IN YOUR BACK. Just saying if you are reading this, don't let one of your close friends be alone, feel excluded, or feel forgotten. If you do that, you're just making life harder for them. Don't be one of those people. Just saying if you were that person, you wouldn't want to be alone, feel excluded, or forgotten.
