I don't know why I suddenly feel this the way. Maybe I just never noticed the signs before. I notice now that I'm alone. I'm alone because I'm anti-social. Maybe I just never figured out that my friends don't like me or they think that I'm not as important as others. I always thought that I was apart of the group. I thought I had the bestest friends in the world but that all changed in the blink of an eye. I suddenly notice that I'm alone. I'm being excluded. I'm being forgotten. I'm literally crying just by typing this. If you don't understand me, then don't judge me. Are you alone? Have you've been excluded? Are being forgotten? That's right I thought so. It just REALLY REALLY hurts, having one of your friends have something for their friends when you get nothing, not being involved in conversations. IT just all freakin hurts and I get mad and sad at the same time. I want to punch a punching bag and cry my eyes out at the same time. I don't even know why I'm mad but I have a reason to cry. I guess I get mad at myself for not being good enough for my friends because obvious I would have not been alone or forgotten if I was with my friends naturally. If your reading this, please make sure your not making anyone feel this way. Please make sure your friends are your friends. Make sure she is treated the same way you are. If I were you, I would text that friend and ask what's wrong
