To be honest, I don't even know anymore. The way I see it is that there are two groups: the girls and the sporty girls. You see I am pretty girly and I am pretty sporty. Where does that leave me? You're correct nowhere. I hang out with the girls but sometimes I just feel like I don't fit in. And then I hang out with the sporty girls, I guess you could say I can play volleyball but it just doesn't feel right. I just don't know. Maybe I'm supposed to be alone. Maybe I'm not supposed to fit in. I just don't know. But I know some people don't like me, talk about me, or they just lie to face. But you see sometimes, I never know if it's real or a lie because it seems real because I want them saying that but what if they don't mean it?