I figured out that i'm anti-social. Know that I know I look past to all the moments where I was being anti-social. But I kinda like it. I'm alone. Nobody can hurt me and I can't hurt them. My friends say that I'm not anti-social which is a lie because apparently they don't see me at parties. When I'm at parties I'm usually listening to music instead of talking to people. Well it depends at what party. If it's a cousin's party, then I'm gonna talk because I hardly see them but at other parties I'm sitting in a corner listening to music. I guess sometimes I just feel left out. My friends sometimes don't even know I'm not there. Like when I'm walking alone, they turn around and see me and talk to me. In my mind I say Just leave me I'm fine. Don't feel sympathetic because one of your "friends" is alone. That is why I'm anti-social. I feel like I have friends to always talk to but then I see laughing without me. I mean why should I try if I'm just gonna end up alone walking by myself.
