You're My Daydream- Book 2

Coming to Forgiveness and Making Things Right

Kara:

I was with Emily today at our house, Lena was in her office and drowning herself with work, I honestly felt bad for ignoring her for the whole week, but I don't want to, or I can't find the words.

Me and Emily were in the living room reading on our tablets when Lena was walking in to check up on us, she took a little sigh looking at me and Emily shot up and banged her fist on the table, making the both of us jump out of our seats.

"I'm getting really tired of you guys not speaking to each other, do you know how hard it is to see mom, just always in her office and trying her hardest to not look at you momma?! I forgave her for not telling me everything and you should too!" She yelled as she stormed out the living room and into her bedroom.

We looked at each other, I hated that she didn't tell me exactly everything, but I didn't even let her explain,

"K-Kara, you don't have to speak to me, I'm used to it." She said softly. I took a tiny breath

"I'm sorry" I said softly

"I didn't hear you love, your going to have to speak louder" She replied

"I said I'm sorry, for not letting you explain, and not giving you a chance, our child a chance" I said

"It's yours Kara, kyprtonians, can make baby's too, man or a woman." She said giving a small smile, I had a closer look at her, she never left her office, and if she did, it was for L-Corp, she looked tired, exhausted even, I felt so bad, and she had a trip coming up tomorrow, later in the day. I didn't want to end the night on a bad note, I pulled the close to my chest gently, not wanting to crush our baby inside Lena's stomach, she sighed in content. I smelled her perfume and it relaxed me, my eyes were trying to fight from crying.

She traced small circles on my back, trying to soothe me, she cuddled in deeper into my chest and I wrapped my arms around her. I scooped her up and carried her into our room, one that I had missed deeply without Lena in my arms and me kissing her head. I laid her gently on her side on the bed and i laid next to her. She moved closer to my chest and cuddled into it softly, I smiled and wrapped my arms around her again, she started to shiver softly.

"Baby, are you cold?" I whispered lovingly in her ear.

"Mhm" She hummed in response

I grabbed a blanket and put it on us, her hair was slightly messy, her eyes had bags under them, her lips were quivering softly, trying not to cry also, her soft lips, so pure and innocent. She was trying so hard not to cry,

"Hey, shhh, I'm right here, I'm not mad, look at me please darling, those beautiful green eyes, I'm not mad sweetheart, please know that, I will never be mad at you again, I promise you this" I said softly

She cried so softly, even my super hearing couldn't catch it, I hugged her tightly, my strength being controlled for it, I whispered sweet nothings into her ear, trying to calm her down as best I could, her soft eyes shut tightly, crying more tears on my shirt, I stroked her hair softly, hoping to calm her down, she started to almost fall asleep, but didn't want to, or couldn't.

"Baby, you need rest" I whispered

She shook her head softly

Her nightmares came back.

Shit

Damn

Why couldn't I have saved her ?

Why couldn't I have kept her safe?

It's all my fault.

"Do you want me to sing to you? Will that help?" I asked softly

She nodded slowly and cuddled even more into me, I started to sing a soft melody, hoping it will allow her to go to sleep, she started to snore lightly. I smiled softly and kissed her head gently, after all the things that happened, the love, the tears, the anger, we'd gone through it together, that's all that matters, if you go through with the one that you love, you'll love them forever and always, that feeling you have in your body when you see your family, your one true love? That's that amazing feeling that you won't ever let go of.

I will never let go of Lena, never.