Save Me [BTS FF]

CH 1

It's been 5 months 4 days and 11 hours. Still no signs of her. We have looked everywhere I can't find her.

"What do you mean?!" I yelled over the phone. I was mad. As always.

"Sir, the lead we got. It was a false lead, we tried to find more. But-" Said one of my hounds. He was terrified. I could hear it trough the phone.

"But WHAT!" I yelled."I want to know where she is and who took her!"

"We don't know where to look anymore." He said. i hung up the phone.

my office door creaked open. "What do you want mother?" she was looking at me in disbelief. Who wouldn't i looked like shit and i never talked to my mother in a disrespectful voice.

"I wanted to know how you are doing. You should eat more Y/N wouldn't like it if she knew you were starving." she said in a soft voice. my mother always cared to much for me. but i am her only son so it is expected from her.

"what if she is starving?" i asked in a soft voice as i fell back into my office chair. my body was screaming for sleep. my mind was begging for answers and my heart was yelling her name. if i don't find her soon i am going to die. i need her. my body needs her. my mind needs her. but my heart needs her more.

"She is not, she is probably just somewhere and got lost. nothing bad happened to her." my mother said as she touched my shoulder.

i didn't look at her or anything, just nodded. i knew it was a lie, they all lie to make me feel better. but its not happening. she is hurt, cold and starving somewhere i know it. she wouldn't just wander off int to know-were and definitely not with out me knowing where she is.

i slumped more into my chair. my eyes falling heavy.

"Sleep. just for a shot while." she said in her soft voice. and not soon after i was out.

Jin P.O.V

As i walked into Jungkook's office he was vast asleep in his chair. He looked horrible. his hair messy, dark bags under his eyes. if you didn't know better you would say he was a mutation between a human and a panda.

I took one of the pillows from his sofa and a small blanket. if anyone is going to wake him up know i will kill them and he will probably go without sleep again.

"Jin? you in here?" Jimin whispered. i looked back at my own little panda. He was just as exhausted as the rest of us.

"Shh" i placed a finger against my lips to show him he should be quiet. he nodded and held the door open for me. i quickly placed the pillow under Jungkook's head and trough the blanket over him.

i walked out of his office and looked at Jimin.

"You need something?" i asked him. he looked at me his mouth open but then closed again.

"No, it's fine." he said and i saw the sadness in his eyes. he has been following me and Jungkook around like a lost puppy. He doesn't say much ether. but i know he wants to know that the both of us are fine. he left his girlfriend after Y/N went missing. he said losing her was more than enough to set him straight. 'I am done fucking around. We need to find my sister.' He was lost without her.

"Babe?" Namjoon said from behind me, his arms snaking around my waist.

"Yes?" i asked and looked at him over my shoulder.

"You still love me right?" he asked, his voice breaking with every word. His words made my whole world shake. i quickly turned around in his arms.

"What did you just ask me?" i looked at him in disbelief.

"I asked if you still loved me." he said it again. but this time he looked into my eyes, his eye where pink with tears brimming at the edge.

"Kim Namjoon, why in the world would you ask me such a fucked up question?" i yelled at him. he looked at me in surprise, i never swear.

"I-I just-" He tried to say something but i cut him off.

"I love you more than anything in this world. you are my world Namjoon, if you cant see that then ill have to show you." i pushed him away a little to make space between us. i pulled out my wallet and dug out 2 silver rings.

"i was planning on waiting until we found Y/N, but i guess now i have to bring it up earlier than planned." i said and looked up at him. he looked more surprised than i thought.

"So Kim Namjoon. will you marry me?" i asked as i held the bigger silver ring in my hand to him.

"Your an idiot. but your my idiot." he said as he bent down on one knee to look me in the eye. i could only look at him in confusion. "I always said i am going to propose to you. not you to me." he said as he cupped my cheeks and kissed me.