Save Me [BTS FF]

CH 16

Jimin P.O.V.

The door in front of me was screaming for me to open it up but I couldn’t and it was killing me to know how she looked and how she is going to look once I open the door. She is my little sister but I couldn’t protect her. I couldn’t keep her safe.
Tears were running down my face as I crouched down in front of the door my forehead pressed against it. I can’t see her. What if she doesn’t want to see me? I didn’t do anything to help her, I just cried every time I heard her name. “I am useless.” I whispered.

“You’re not useless. You’re just a little broken and bruised. And you need love.”

Her words run like a marathon trough my brain. I can do it. I straightened up and looked at the door opening it. I looked into the room. It was white and smelled like the rest of the hospital. I looked at the bed and breathed in and out. She looked so small. Her hair looked freshly washed and cleaned same as the rest of her body.

Blue yellow purple bruises were seen on her face neck and arms. I could guess that the rest of her body looked the same. The machine next to her bed told me she is still breathing with a heart beat. I took another big breath and walked to her, taking her cold pale hand in mine.

“We need to get you back to the beach soon. Or you’ll look paler than Yoongi. And feed you some grilled fish and rumen. Jin has some new chocolate desserts we can try out. W-we can go to t-the.” I started crying more I couldn’t hold it in anymore, the room felt cold she felt cold.

“Please. Please. Please just come back to us. I cant live without you sis, I need you, I cant sleep, I don’t want to eat. I feel like a lost child without you. Please I’ll do anything just open your eyes.” I said as I kneeled down next to her bed, holding her hand as if I was going to die without it.

After a few minutes her hand was closing around mine. I looked up at her as she looked at me. Tears were in her eyes as she looked at me.

“Jimin.” Her voice sounded hoarse from the lack of water. I quickly grabbed the water jug next to me and grabbed a glass filling it up with water brining it to her lips.
She gave me a small smile and took a sip of the water. After she took a few more sips I place the glass next to her and took her hand in mine.
“The doctors said you can leave the hospital soon. That is when you get better. So do me a favor and get better soon so that we don’t have to come to the hospital to see you.” I said with a small smile. The tears already coming out of my eyes.

“Hay, I am fine and right here. No need to worry anymore.” She said and brought her hand to my cheek, wiping the tears that ran down.
“I am so sorry. I did nothing to help them find you.  Or to help you for that matter of fact. I-I have been useless and a good for not-“ she squished my hand in hers and looked at me.

“You found me first and you held me first and for that I am very grateful, I love you Jimin and never forget that. I missed you and I do think we should go back to the beach, Jungkook has a beach house we can stay at if we want to.” She said with a small smile.

“Let me go get rest of them to see you. Okay.” I said as I kissed her cheek and walked out of the room. Looking at Jin and Namjoon I gave them a smile and nodded to them. The nod was all it took for Jin to rush past me into the room, Namjoon smiling and following.