Save Me [BTS FF]

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At the end of the day I didn't tell him. I told him I wasn't feeling well. I went home and went straight to my room. Jin and NamJoon were sitting on the couch and saw me walking in, Jin called my name but I ignored him and cried into my pillow. It smelled like Yoongi. He usually sleeps on it.

"Y/N?" NamJoon knocked on my door. No answer.

"Y/N can we come in we have chips and ice cream?" He asked again. And again no answer.

"That's it I am going in."

"Jin babe no, she needs time." NamJoon pleaded.

"You want me to stay here when my Baby is in there crying, you are crazy. Now get out of my way!!" Jin yelled at NamJoon. I heard grunts and movements. So I decide to take a look. As I opened the door I looked in to a scared NamJoon's face as he was halfway over Jin's shoulder.

"I don't see ice cream, I see half of NamJoon's ass and my brother, and where are the chips?" I asked expressionless.

Jin dropped NamJoon on the floor with a thud. And hugged me.

"Y/N, I am so sorry, what did he do, what did he say?" I hugged him back and started to cry again. By now the stress of telling Yoongi got to me. It was getting harder to breath.

"I didn't do it- I couldn't- I remembered everything about us- how we met- how he asked me out- everything-" I was sobbing in his shirt leaving his shirt wet. Not like he cared.

"NamJoon, call Yoongi, now" Jin said to NamJoon as I was starting to hyperventilate from crying too much and lack of air. The only people that could calm me down was my Dad and for some reason Yoongi, everyone said it's because he is like my Dad.

After a few minutes Yoongi arrived and ran into the house straight up to my room ignoring Jin and NamJoon. When he saw me, he ran to me and held me. He held me as he was rubbing my back trying to calm me down my legs over his waist as he pulled me closer. He was telling me to breathe with him. As he talked I held him and closed my eyes. I started to breath with him and soon it had stopped. But he didn't let go.

"What happened?" it was all he asked. I looked at him with red puffy eyes.

"You only hyperventilate when you are scared or stressed. And by the looks of this one. It looks like both. So what happened?" I moved closer and wrapped my legs more around him and placed my face on his cheat. Listening to his heartbeat... for the last time. 

After a few minutes I inhaled his sent and talked, not letting him go just holding him tighter. He did the same, but he was confused that I could tell.

"I don't want this to happen, but I have no choice, my parents signed a contract when I was born. It can't be broken, I am going to get married to another man. I am so sorry." I said as I held on to him tightly. Only to feel him not holding me.

I looked at him and he had no expression on his face.

"Yoongi? Oppa are you okay?"

"No" that was all he said. He pushed me off of him and when to stand on the other side of the room. Pacing up and down.

"How long have you known?" he asked as he crossed his arms and bit his thumb nail.

"2 months" I said and like looked down at my lap fumbling with my fingers.

"Who is he?" he stoped and looked at me.

"I don't know."

"Don't lie to me! Who is he!!!?" He yelled at me. i flinched at his sudden outburst.

"I don't know him, I don't know who he is. Oppa I promise I don't know." I started to cry. Again. i knew he was going to reactthis way.

"Did you love me?" He asked in a soft voice.

"Yes!" I said and looked at him.

"Then come with me, leave with me." He walked to me and held my hands.

"I-I can't." It was all I could say.

With that he stood and walked out my room to the front door. I stood up with trembling legs and followed him.

"You will be mine, even if I have to kill him to get you. You will he mine." He said as he looked at me from the door

"Yoongi wait!" I had to do what is right. I walked to him. I took the necklace off that he gave me.

... Mini Flashback brought to you by Jimin's height...

"You are only allowed to take this off the day we marry, or one dies or breaks up. I hope for the first one, it's a promise." He said as he kissed my forehead.

I nodded and looked at the key necklace with a Y in it. it was beautiful.

...End of mini Flashback...

I gave it to him. "I am sorry Yoongi, but I can't go against my family's tradition." I stood on my tippy-toe and gave him one last kiss. And wiped a tear from his eye with my thumb.

"I love you Oppa, always have, and always will." I said a a tear slipped out of my own.