CH 7

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"Nothing? You want to tell me in that whole house they couldn't find anything?" Yoongi asked as we were sitting in my living room. Jin was sleeping in Namjoon's arms and Jimin was laying on the floor tears running down his eyes. He didn't even know he was crying.

"I dressed up as a woman for nothing." Yoongi yelled, only to get thrown with a pillow by Namjoon.

"Do you know how long it takes to get him to sleep I swear to hell if he wakes up because of you I am going to kill you." Namjoon whispered.

Yoongi smiled at him and then he looked at me with a frown. I guess he remembered the old days with Y/N. I frowned thinking,' if they were still together would she have been taken?'

"Jungkook? You okay?" I looked up to see Jimin looking at me. I smiled at him.

"Yes, I am. Hay I want to give you something." I got up and got one of my sleeping tablets my mom has been trying to snick into my food.

"Here drink this it's like a vitamin my mom gives them to me. It's for the lack of sleep and stuff." i said as i gave him the pill. He looked at it then smiled.

"Thanks, i guess i am not the only one with the lonely problem." he said and drank the tablet with some of his cola he had in is glass. I looked back at everyone. Jimin taking a seat next to Yoongi resting his head on the back of the couch. The sleeping pill will work within the next 4 to 5 minutes. I looked at Jin, he was pressed against Namjoon for heat. The cold winter setting in faster than ever before.

I wonder if she is warm, i looked back at everyone and walked up the stairs to our room. I wonder if she is eating. I opened the bedroom door looking at the empty bed. I wonder if she is getting sleep. I sat on her side, touching the silk sheets. I wonder if she is badly hurt.

When the analysts said her blood was found in the basement my whole world came crashing down, questions flying in and out of my mind, and nobody had answers for them.

Was she badly hurt?

Who hurt her?

Was it being treated?

Is she fine?

Is she in good health?

Does she feel pain?

Is she in pain?

How long has she been hurt?

How big and deep are the wounds?

"If you think to hard you might just die because of It." Yoongi said as he walked in. i didn't look up from where i was sitting. I felt a hand on my shoulder and looked up at him.

"Do you miss her?" I looked back down and then back at him." I mean do you miss her as your girlfriend and not just as a friend?" i asked as i looked up at him. He looked at me and then out the window.

"I loved her so, yes, i miss her a lot. But she is happy with you. And i can see how much she means to you. I would honestly not be this broken if she was taken. Maybe because she was one to always wanted to go someplace. I would have thought she went somewhere and she didn't take her phone. "He said as he looked back at me he removed his hand and walked to one of the chairs in the room falling down on it. He looked at his hands then at me.

"We weren't always happy. We had a lot of fights and maybe that is the reason i started to cheat on her. because." he took a deep breath. "Because i knew she wouldn't be with me forever. So i started to get less attached to her. But i guess in the end it never worked. I still felt like shit. I even wanted to kill myself for breaking her heart in that way. I was going to tell her, but she found out before i could tell her. So i guess you are better for her than Me." he looked up at me tears welding up in his eyes.

"And if you didn't take her away from me. His person would have had her a long time ago. So don't blame yourself or think that it's your fault. Cause it is not." he said and looked at me.

"I want her back. So bad." i said as a stray tear found its way out of my eye. 

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