Save Me [BTS FF]

CH 4

Jungkook P.O.V.

"Jungkook!" my mother yelled at me again. I was walking away from the dinner table, I could eat again. Its been a month, so now its 6 months 26 days and 18 hours, and she is still missing for the love of g** can we just find her and bring her home. I sighed as I head my mothers heels behind me.

"you have to eat Jungkook. You have to sleep, but you don't. its not healthy for your body to be awake and hungry the whole time." My mom pestered me again. I sighed and walked past her to my room.

How do they expect me to eat and sleep when she is still missing? How can they just go to bed and sleep? I sighed and walked t my bathroom taking a long shower.

As I walked out of the shower I looked out my window, it was almost winter again. The autumn is setting in. I wonder if she I warm is she as been eating.

I laid on my bed looking at the open space next to me. and closed my eyes as I lay my hand on her place.

When I opened them again she was next to me. Her body warm as the sunlight shining through the windows. Her back to me, she was shirtless. Her bare back filled with marks, love bites I made. She turned around and looked at me.

She gave me a sweet smile and whispered...

"Find me."

I woke up immediately. Took a beep breath, running my hand trough my hair. It needed a cut. I looked at the clock next to my bed.

02:03

I stood up walking to our closet. I opened it looking at all the cloths that hung and that were folded up. One of my favored hoodies hung on her side, she said it was hers after she saw it in my closet, I told her I would buy her her own and she said no.

"it's mine now. I love it its so soft and it so big." She said as he walked out of the closet with it in her hand. He slipped it on and looked at me.

"How do I look?" she asked. I looked at her and tilted my head to the side. "its to big ill get you your own, I promise." I said and walked to her, kissing her on her head and walked to get my own jacket for the day.

"But it won't smell like you and it is not going to be the same." She turned around and pouted at me. I shook my head. "fine ill get a new one, you can have that one." I said and walked to her. She smiled and nodded and kissed me.

I saw how we walked and talked, it felt like I could reach out and touch her and she would be there. But then her words run back into my mind.

"Find me."

I got some ripped black jeans and a plain white t-shirt, my black timberlands and a long coat. I walked to the front door and grabbed my car keys and a red beanie.

I got into a black jeep and drove off.  I stopped at the hill. The tree was losing its leaves again. The last time she was with me. I sat down on the bench and looked out at the city.

I heard a car stop and then footsteps. "Why the fuck are you sitting in the cold for." Said Taehyung. he sat next to me and gave me a cup of coffee.

"How did you find me?" I asked as kept looking ahead of me. he sighed and took a sip of his coffee.

"You have been coming here a lot. I followed you the one day. I was at your house now, wanted to know if you know anything yet." He said and held the cup close t him for heat.

It was cold but I didn't care. What was the point? "What is the point of caring about the cold, or anything like that?" I asked as I looked at him.

He looked at me with big eyes, "You're not planning on giving up are you?" He asked. I shook my head.

"No, I love her to much to give up. I just don't understand why everyone can be so calm about everything." I said and looked at the city.

"She once said that the city is a lei, a big lei. And I can see why." I looked at the coffee in my hand and then at the city. I sighed and place the cup on the bench and got up.

"We didn't find anything new, were still stuck where we have been a month ago." I said and walked away.

Even Taehyung looked better, Jin and Jimin are trying to look good, they are just as broken as me, I haven't seen her dad in months. They said he is trying to see if she was maybe taken over seas. He has been in bad shape as well. Namjoon is trying his best to keep Jin happy but he said he can only do so much. Jimin said he doesn't need anyone, so he is drinking with no end, he said it makes him forget what is going on.

He has been like that for the last month, when we found the new leads he got to much hope, and now its gone, he is broken more than me.

I walked and stood next to Taehyung's care. There were dirt from outside the city on his tires.

"I have been looking in hidden places outside the city. I have been taking every dirt road there is." He said as he unlocked his car. I nodded and got into my jeep. I watched as he drove away.

Hidden places.
In the country side.

I have been driving for almost the whole morning looking for Jimin. I need his help. But I can't find him. He is probably drunk at a girls house.

I pulled over and called Yoongi. "Hallo." He said with in the first ring of the phone.

"So I guess you are allowed to shit me about not sleeping but I am not allowed to do it to you?" I asked as I looked if I was parking in someone's way. 

"Yes because you stress yourself sick and you starve yourself." He said. I sighed and looked around me.

"I am going to pick you up. I have something I want to check out, and we can get something to eat on the way." I said as I started to drive to Yoongi's house.

"Fine with me. I'll be done in 10 minutes." He said and hung up. I placed my phone on my lap and drove to him.