Secrets And Lies Revealed

Jasper

Getting Bella to talk to me was hard. And let's face it I definitely deserved everything she was dishing out. From ignoring me while in the same room to hanging on Emmett. Smiling smugly in my direction.

She was good to me though. I mean she could have stayed home and never came over. She also would walk by me ever so often and I would smell her sent and her emotions.
She just wanted me to know that it was going to take more than a simple sorry for her to forgive me.

I was having a hard go of it let me tell you. The pain in my chest was intensifying every day. So I finally decided to take things in my hand and do something.

I had asked Emmett to help get Bella to come over to the house and play video games with him. And when she would be walking in id be playing my Guitar. Something she likes of course. Then if she started a conversation with me, I wouldn't bring anything I had done up unless she did.

But all good things must come to an end I guess because she told Emmett that she had to much homework to do and couldn't come by. Both Emmett and I were disappointed. So instead of making right wi Bella, I did for Emmett and played halo.

Later in he afternoon to night.....
Once halo was done I offered to go hunting with him. He of course was excited. Any chance to take down a bear, he was down for. And once we were done, I started asking questions.

"How is she today Em? I know fucked up but I miss her truly smiling at me. I want to be close to her again. Do you think she'll forgive me soon?"

Jas you sound pathetic man....be more like me... She loves me...

No major. I need to have all our mates here... She can't us all away...

True Jas but for now it won't change until you take charge. Be the man you used to be. Command..

I'm sure he was right but I'm not the man I used to be...

"Jazz man get outta your head dude and listen to me." He pushed my shoulder.

"Oh shit sorry. I get distracted when the major talks to me. In me. What were you saying bro?"

He felt annoyed but answered anyway.

"I was just saying that you don't need to worry. She told me that she loves you. She is mostly over it. But she just is waiting on you to do something. And today was pretty hard on her because her chest was hurting her. Dude she was feeling the mating pull. It won't be long till this is over and your forgiven."

I smiled at that.

"We better be getting back. The family just back and we are supposedly wanting a family meeting. I smell trouble but I do want to get home to my Rosie." I did understand but only a little.

The family had just gotten back from another hunting trip. Or as I like to call them, Shag Fest. Emmett didn't have a clue what his Rosie did when she was with the others along. I left bad for him.

"Yeah okay let's get this shit over so I can go check on Bella. At least I can help her chest if I'm close. Maybe her dreams."

We took off toward the house and we got there Alice malice as I called her was waiting the steps.

"Emmett go on in Rose is waiting on you. We will be in a minute I just need to have a quick chat with Jazzy." Ugh I really fucking hated that nickname when she said it. Emmett turned toward me seeing if he was needed to help. I just shook my head in his direction and told him to go on. He nodded and went to find Rosalie.

"What do you want Alice? I need to go change so I can get to this so called family meeting. I have things I'd like to do."

Lust.... um ew.

"Oh jazzy we once were intimate. You always loved when I showered with you. After this we can do that." What this manipulative bitch serious. I don't know what she was up to but it wasn't going to work. I backed away from her.

"Listen Alice I don't know what your up to but I will never love you the way that I used to. And Edward won't love you anymore when I tell him you were trying to get me naked."

She laughed.

Smug...

"Don't worry Edward will get what he lost back soon enough and I'll be free to have you once again."

Jasper let me out that bitch just threatened our mate.

But before I could do anything..... The mating pull lessened some... Pete and Gar must be close....

"I don't care what the fuck your talking bout... Or you deluded yourself into thinking but my mates are safe. I would feel if something happened." She laughed and ran off.

I had turned to go after her when Pete stepped out of the forest. I ran to him. Kissing him and Garrett. Dry sobbing for the first time in a long time. Emmett had been right things were going to get better soon. And right now I was thanking whoever for bringing my mates home to me. Now just to get my swan.