Secrets And Lies Revealed

Garrett

It was hard these last few weeks. Spending time with my mates should be relaxing and fun. Instead I felt like the odd man out. So yea it was hard.

Jasper and Bella had been hanging out together more, just because Jasper was trying to apologize. But come on it does not take two weeks to apologize. But Bella and Jasper were always gone together. And I was fed up. Sure it helped Peter was there with me but still; Bella was our mate not just his.

I know he knew we were pissed at him I meant he's a empath, but come on don't ignore us geez. He was going to hear it from us as soon as we got our time with our little human.

"You know he's not going to just let us have her. The possessive vampire. I just hope when the get here Bella will want to go with us."

"You worry to much. Jasper wouldn't do that and Bella loves us. Come on there going to be here soon let's get ready."

And so I did try to dress better than I had before. And when the car pulled up we went out and asked Bella to join us.

She was thrilled. And agreed right away. We also agreed that we, the male mates, would go hunting together tonight and discuss how things need to go moving forward.

Our date with Bella was amazing and I have to admit that I had a blast when if she ate some foul smelling food. And the love in her eyes made it all the more better.

We we got back the house we basically attacked her. Shredding her clothes on the way to the bed. I laid her out her our eyes. Taking a minute to bask in her beauty.

The lust was to much to control. And just like that we had our way with her. Giving her many orgasms and after letting her fall asleep between us.

But the night wasn't over and I knew that before this night was over I'd be submitting to my Major and my Captain.

We meet in the back yard. Writing Bella a note telling her where we went. And took off to the forest.

And let me tell you after a suppressed anger the night was starting off with a bang. And oh god was it something I missed. But we all knew that we would have to hunt before we stayed out her for days.

And once we were full be headed back to the house. I felt like I was headed in to doom. But my feelings meant more to me. I needed Jasper to understand that. I needed him to know he's not in the alone. Most of all I needed him to know we loved him too.
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"...apologize I don't care but don't just lead her away from her other mates. You have no idea how it felt that you would take her and go away. Not sure when you'd be back. If you'd be back. I mean geez. So you messed up. She forgave you last week. We are not here as you entertainment. We are you mates as well. If I wanted one mate I wouldn't have came her with Peter to help you get the girl. I love you know that but I'm pissed. And you don't make loving you easy. I will never leave you but know that after day. I will stay elsewhere if you continue to go down the way you are now." Jasper looked close to tears if he could shed them. But I knew he would act like he wasn't. God love him.

"And as much as I hate to do this Jasper I think it would be best to move into separate places for now. I know that you hate the idea, but we need time to cool down and you need time to realize that we love you and Bella both and we want to be with you. I also know that Bella will be upset if we are gone when she wakes so we can go looking for places tomorrow afternoon Garrett. We will be stronger if we do things this ways. The weekends we will spend together with Bella and all days before that will be alone time with her. And when we decide we also need to date each other. Our feelings are so raw that we don't know each other anymore. And no more sex with each other until we can agree that our relationship is something we all want. We can here to give you at redemption but you took it far Jasper. And in the days to come I hope we can all come together like we once was." We all I'm sure wished we could cry. But never bet against Peter.

"Just so you both know I never once could have imagined that I was ignoring your feelings. I feel everything but I let myself believe that I was making up for lost time and I figured you'd both want to come with us. But you were upset so I never asked and that is my fault. I will regret that. I'm sorry you both feel that way. And although I'm not fighting for us to stay together doesn't mean that my heart isn't ripping away. And knowing that we won't together hurts like everything. But I will take this time to get perspective and I hope that we will all be together again soon. Now we have a mate who is missing us. Let's continue this in the morning."

He gave us both a kiss on the cheek and ghosted up stairs with us on his hills. I didn't know what the future held but I did know one this if I thought these past weeks were hard these next few were gonna be the worst of all. And I was not looking forward to that at all.