Secrets And Lies Revealed

Jasper

On the days that passed after our conversation was the hardest we had to endure.

Peter and Garrett had kept the promise of not sticking around. They left minutes before Bella woke. And haven't come back to stay once. I broke down into tearless sobs after they left.

We do see each other often. But only in short amounts of time and only when they want. Never together though.

It was hard to tell bella what had happened that night before and I did take most of the blame. She was of course upset and had a few choice words for all of us. But in the end she had said that after we were all together again and the bond was solidified that there would be no more separation from each other. We all agreed. 

We all loved each other that was for sure but we had a new mate. And males like human males are possessive and though I didn't mean it I became that way. Never really taking Peter and Garrett into account.

Over the two weeks we had been apart, we decided to get to know each other more. From us guys dating each other to us dating our mate. To us going out on weekends together.

It was fun getting to date my boys. We never really dated and just fell into sex with each other because they were my mates.

Tonight was Peter's night with Bella so I asked Garrett to join me for a hunt. We would all meet up to spend the weekend at my place.

I wanted to broach the subject of us coming back together with Garrett first. I knew he'd be the easiest way to get Pete to agree. I was hurting so much.  A big part of me had died when they walked away.

Garrett was right on time. And he let himself in. I was getting my boots when he came into the bedroom.

"Not that I mind you getting all dressed up for me but you do know we are only going hunting right? We can come back here to change and to meet up with Bells and Pete." I just rolled my eyes.

"Gare, most would comment on how sexy I look. Or even kiss my sexy ass. And maybe I wanted to look my best for you, huh. Maybe I wanted to make sure I looked good so I could attract you. And I know I could change into good clothes after. And I will, but this is a date. And I thought I'd try to dress up some. Now come on let's go so we can get back and discuss something that has been on my mind." I got up taking his hand in mine and flying out the door.

The hunt is always my favorite. I love watching my mates mid hunt. So animalistic and sensual. The way they move and strike. Mm. Just thinking bout it is getting me so hard.

I shook my head. Now wasn't the time to be getting horny. We all had all night for that.

I stood off to the side and watched Garrett get his fill.

He was moving like panther. Smooth and stealthy. Crouching and stalking his pray. I wanted him in the most primitive way.

When he was done, I stalked up to him kissing him hard and passionately. Conveying my need for him. He pulled back from my though.

"As much as I want to take you right here right now you know that we have to get you feed and then get back to the house." Always the more level headed one of us. Damn him.

I agreed and took my kill and got my fill. Once done we took off toward the house. Once in the house I took him into the bathroom and undressed us both and got the shower ready. Once ready we got in.

I took the opportunity to talk to him as I was washing him.

"I know things have been a bit strained between us but I'm ready and quite lonely in this house without you all here with me. I feel like we are ready to go to the next level now. And I'm going to ask everyone to move in here. What do you think?"

"We really have to wait on both of our mates to get here to discuss things but I'm sure everyone is hurting from all the separation. I'm not sure they will agree to move in just yet but if it helps I'd move in temporarily to ease some the pain we all have. We all love each other. I'm sure things with work out. Now let's get back to the task at hand. Our mates will be here soon and we need to get ready for them."

I kissed him and let my mind my mind relax for the time being. Hoping that Peter and Bella would agree to move in with me here.

It wasn't long after getting dressed that my other mates came after their date. And after talking about how it went I just blurted out my question. And no one said anything for awhile. I was hurt by it. And began to take it back. Maybe they hadn't seen enough in me. Maybe they weren't ready to take me back into their little love circle. But I was stopped by Garrett.

"I know things haven't been great and let's admit it jazz here hasn't been far with his sharing abilities but come on. We all basically split up after that night. And though we go one dates with each other separately we haven't really been together much. I mean sure we do these weekend things but really nothing more. I know for you Peter it is hard to forgive him, but I'm will to forgive him on my behalf and have agreed to help lessen the pull by moving in here." I had to stop him there he was going on one of his soapboxes.

"No one is asking for anything soon if you don't want. I just want you know that I miss the closeness and the company and am ready for more. I need all three of you to complete me. But I won't ever force you to anything. I love you each."

Again it was quiet. And I didn't want to see rejection so I raced out of the room and shut myself away in the bedroom. If I could cry I would have. And I know I'm the God of War. A soldier. But damn it no one wanted to be rejected by their soulmates.

I was about to give into darkness when there was a knock on the door.