Secrets And Lies Revealed

Bella

Things had been bad. All my mates were upset at each other. And though Garrett and Pete had every right to be upset that I had spent more time with Jasper, I felt it was a bit over the top.

Jasper has been trying to prove that he was sorry for lying to me in the beginning of this. And through that we would be joined at the hip. Not really noticing or acknowledging the others.

But even so our mates would be there with us. And we would certainly talk to them when they would talk to us.

I wholeheartedly believe it's a long stemmed problem that hasn't be brought up and with every thing that has gone on they haven't let go. Pete especially.

So it was no surprise to me when we all talked and decided that going on separate dates with each other would be the best move. We also to agreed to do weekends together.

But it wasn't working for me. I was ready for everyone to get the stick out their asses and get together. I was tired of the strain it had put on our pull. They had claimed each other but none had yet to fully claim me in a vampire claiming way so to speak so here I was with the most intense pain and they were being pussies.

I wasn't going to put up with it much longer. And I was going to bring it up after the date tonight. But jasper had beaten me to the punch. And then Garrett put in his two cents.

I was so flabbergasted that I couldn't even speak. I couldn't even fathom one of mates forgiving or at least offering up the very thing I wanted more than anything.

Me and Pete were like statutes just frozen. And it wasn't until Garrett started in on us again that I unfroze.

"Great just great. Fucking awesome. You know for past few months , weeks, day however long we have been at this; all I hear from him is how hurt he is with himself over everything and how much he wants to just curl up and die." He rubbed his chest then and I did too. It would kill us all if Jazz would die.

"He's changing and trying to be more relaxed with all this and all that you two can do is sit there frozen. Well let me say this. I love you both but I'm hurting with all this and I won't to be with you both and Jasper but I'm not sure if I want you to around if you will do more bad then good. Please just think this over. Now I'd better go get another see or something for him. And when I get back I hope that you will have gotten your shit together and gone to him." Before I could respond he was gone.

Peter hadn't moved in awhile and I was scared I might be losing him to so I went to sit in lap first. Hoping to get a response. And I did ,but it was a voice of torture and loss. And I suddenly felt the world on my shoulder. I wanted to make things right.

"Go to him dove. He'll be needing you. And don't worry I'll talk to him later. We can't let him die on us. I'll be fine. Now Go."

I got up and ran up the stairs. And knocked on the door. He didn't respond back but I knew he was listening in.

"I know you can smell it's me and I know your listening in so just listen and if you want me to at the end I'll leave and go back to living room." I sighed when all I got was a grunt.

"I want to apologize for not responding down stairs right away. It's just you stunned me because I had been having those same thoughts earlier. I love you jasper. You have to know. I'm ready to live with you and others. Nothing would make me happier than to be with my mates all day everyday. I do think we probably should update a few things around here. Like getting a new bed. But other than that I'm going to start packing my things and moving in here."

It didn't take long and Jazz had the door open pulling me into him. Kissing me with all the love he had for me. And I felt comforted by the fact that after tonight things were going to be different.

Garrett come back a short time later with food and after Jasper feed we went to living room to watch movies.

Peter had ordered me pizza before we got here and halfway through the first movie it arrived. After I ate we never made it to watch other movies because peter had talked to jazz and they were getting it on the kitchen and of course that caused all of us to have basically an sex-a-lon in the kitchen.

And we spent the rest of the night loving each other in the most beautiful ways. Planing for the road ahead.

Things couldn't get any better then this.