A Tale of an Emotional Teenager

iDon'twannafuckwithyou

The fact that my own father isn't my father. He is yet he is being controlled by a woman who is not his wife and my mother. She is married to my older brother and at the same time having an affair with my father. 

She is treating me as the fourth child when my older sister is dead. She is treating me as if I am a worker of a network she thinks she controls. 

The system that she payed for isn't hers, it's my fathers.

Lets just fucking start at the beginning explicitly. I had my phone for 4 years straight, and that does not mean I kept it clean and pristine. no, I broke that shit, it finally shut down just a year later. I really didn't ask for anything the past two days that I didn't have my phone. I was just going about my business. then two days later after getting picked up from my game at school, and getting home. My dad proudly(with high shoulders) told me he bought me a phone.

this is where the crazy shit comes up, my older brother tells me that im going to be taking my mothers phone because he thought my mother paid for it when she didn't. he did the same shit to me with the car and now this. THis is meant to be a fucking present and now it's afucking nightmare. 

the amount of arguments and tantrums and emotional trauma i went through for this phone really made me expect for the absolute best for my new one, and again i couldn't get a new phone. 

the problem is that she wasn't mindful of the people she hurt, who she neglected, who she stole from, and who she betrayed. She was only taking the word of a 25 year old man who hasn't left the house yet, and letting him take charge and create more problems for the family, himself.