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15. Heartsick

You sat at the edge of the guest bed. The Amporas had let you stay...well more like forced you to stay with the Captors. They had left for their hive a week ago, and you still hadn't gotten any sort of message or call from them. Psiioniic was really the only one that even tried to make you feel better. Sollux was nice but he just ignored your presence most of the time. You sat in your room most of the time, the silence giving you every chance to overthink things. The window let some light in as you looked out the glass, your mind fuzzy as you just sat cross cross on the bed. So much has changed over the past couple months. You knew Meulin and Nepeta were gone, along with Horuss and Equius. All because of a highbloods rage mixed with an obsession that led to many deaths. You had thought about what Porrim said at the Cafe'. Reality finally kicked in. Getting up and grabbing your phone as you head downstairs and out the front door. Psii was in a different room and couldn't see nor hear much, and Sollux was in his room. You shut the door behind you and starting walking down the sidewalk, but unknown to you, the Makaras new hive was around the block that you were about to walk around. You had never been in this area so you had little to no idea of where anything was. You turned the corner and just as you started walking down the street you saw it. The god awful house, knowing that they had moved to that hive after the fight between Kurloz and Dualscar. They had moved miles and miles away. So to sum it all up, you were miles and miles away from any Ampora. Knowing that the Captors would be able to help, but they could never have a chance with beating a highblood like those cursed juggalos in a real fight, especially since you were sure that Gamzee was still sober. You stayed on the opposite side of the sidewalk, trying to avoid looking at the hive as you pushed yourself to walk faster. Not bothering to look up until you felt yourself run into someone. Your body freezing as you looked up at them.
"How the fuck did you get around these parts lil mama? Ampora high or some shit?"
You let out a long silent sigh of relief as you recognized the voice. Backing up a little to look at him as you spoke. "The Amporas had a little bit of a...conflict the other day with Dualscar, so Cronus and Eridan sent me to live with the Captors until further notice."
You both started walking as he went on with the conversation.
"Dualscar have one of his motherfuckin outbursts again? I swear that fish can be fuckin worse then me when he's throwing a motherfuckin tantrum like that."
He grumbled before continuing
" How's livin with the lowbloods?"
"Mmm, could be better but it could be worse to."
"Have you gotten any fuckin messages from fishdick?"
You shook your head at the question.
"That's motherfuckin weird, out of all the fuckin people they HAD to choose the yellow bloods."
He shook his head in disapproval. After a little while of silence you decided to try and help the conversation.
"So...did you actually move out of town or what?"
He looked at you with an odd look across his features.
"The fuck you mean (y/n)? I've been livin in my own motherfuckin hive ever since the accident. Kurloz and Gamzee live in the place you saw back there."
He said while motioning his head to the street behind you.
"Hmm, I'm surprised they're both alive. They seemed to fight a lot last time I actually saw them."
A deep chuckle came up from his throat.
"Yeah, those motherfuckers can really go at it if you let em. Then other times they fuckin treat each other like brothers, as your kind would call it."
Both of you kept walking for a little while until you got into town.
"Well I gotta go do my own  shit lil mama, if you need me just call."
You nodded as he walked in a different direction away from you. You started walking to where you remember the cafe' being and soon you were standing outside of it. Pushing the door open and walking up to the bar. Sitting down as Vriska walked up to you from behind the counter.
"Sup (y/n)! I haven't seen ya in ages!"
She grinned widely. You smiled and laughed a little.
"Yeah, a lots been going on lately so I just haven't been able to see much of some people."
She nodded her head understandably and you ordered a drink before she went back in the back of the building. You swished around a little in the swivel seat, taking a sip of your drink every now and then. It was quite quiet, there were people that came in here and there. But you stayed a little while longer. It was a couple minutes before you planned on going that you actually listened to the people that were sitting in a booth behind you. Your heart skipped a beat as you heard the voices. The young ragged voice that had a growl laced in with some words, the other voice...the deep toned yet calm voice made a shiver crawl up your spine. You were praying that they hadn't noticed your presence as you didn't even know how long they had been there. Vriska came back and you paid, thankfully she didn't seem to notice your unnerved expression. You turned around and walked past them quickly. Swearing that the talking went to a halt as you passed by. Walking out the door and walking back towards the Captors hive. Feeling your heart start beating faster as you felt someone's eyes on you. Turning a corner and letting out a scream as a pair of arms yanked you back. Their hand immediately covering your mouth and pushing your head back to see them. Your body shaking as your eyes made contact with the purple eyes that were surrounded by a red scelera. His arms holding your back against his chest as you kicking and thrashed around. Only making him laugh.
"Loz is gonna fucking catch up later sis, until then it's just gonna be you and me."
Your heart was about to break out of your chest at this point. His tone darkening within seconds. Flinching forward as a stinging pain filled your neck and shoulder. Despite the pain you still tried to get his arms off of you. Only being able to let out another muffled scream as the pain worsened. Feeling your body becoming weaker and weaker, soon your legs gave in and your vision became hazy. Feeling an arm pick up your legs and start walking.