Wrapped Up Feelings

Jealousy

I knew right then and there that our freindship was tumbling down. The thing that crushed me the most was how you just pushed me out and just replaced me with her.

I know I'm stupid for still holding on but I really do miss you. I don't know where he went but I want him back. I  know I'm not even worth thinking about, but why?
Why did you replace me? Was it the fact that I confessed my feelings to you? Was it that horrible?
I know I had lots of faults. I was really jealous. I wish I could say it was for nothing but it's because I was being easily replaced. I know you hate me because of my jealousy and because I
do too much.

If you hadn't noticed, I usually do stupid things so you would notice me but you never do. You always notice HER first. Every time I see you with her. I notice how you never cared for me like you care for her. It's none of my business if you like her or not but it would shatter me if you did.

Why? Mainly because you pushed me out. You didn't even try to work anything out. I didn't put forth enough effort either. You just pushed me out and went to her. There were always reasons why I was jealous.
It's because of the way you look at her and the way she looks at you. It may be just me but I can see you both like each other. It hurts me more that she lied to me and said she didnt have any feelings for you. I know I'm stupid. I really should've let this go but I can't seem to. Now that I think about it, I'm always protecting others feelings instead of mine and it's hurting me.

Hey guys! I hope you like this chapter. It wasn't much but yeaaaah. It's what I'm feeling at the moment. Thanks for reading and don't forget to share my story and listen to the music. Thanks again and byeeee...