Wrapped Up Feelings

Him (not the same one lol)

I put some of the lyrics from the song above but switched it around. It's 2 in the morning why am I still up😂😭

I lost him again,not like I had him in the the first place. It just hurts even more because I know there's no going back, but I had to because I didn't want to hurt him or myself more than I did before.

The thing that hurts and scares me is that he'll probably find his happiness somewhere but that somewhere won't be me, the thing that hurts and scares me more is that I told him how I felt and he responded with a "k." Like I don't even matter maybe to him I don't but I feel like I never really got him back I feel like I truly messed up this time and there's no going back.

I just want him to be happy even if it hurts me in the end because I can't stand being the reason why he's not happy again. I hope his future someone cares for him like I wanted to and wanted him to... but life's not a fairytale so this is me saying many things but I'm moving on and letting go. I guess this is my goodbye

I wish we could have been more than friends, I still remember the old you but he's gone. It gets harder and harder everyday. Now I say I'm done and I hope it it was memorable now can't move on because your so unforgettable, I just hope this doesn't tear me apart

I'm so proud of myself I didn't cry while writing this I just hope I didn't make a huge mistake but there's nothing I can do but let go so that was another chapter. in the future I just hope things get better between us if we even have a future together 😭😕