Wrapped Up Feelings

its just me 😟

hi, i know it's been a long time lol. well here's an update on my life. i'm alone and sad and i honestly don't know what to do. i honestly feel like i mess up everything i do, i'm really tired of it. i just wanted to happy but i forgot that's a temporary feeling.

i always hurt the people i love the most including myself. i'm in highschool i thought things would be better so much better but it always gets worse i don't know what to do anymore, i know i keep saying it but i feel lost. i expected to be happy by now. with myself and in general.

i thought i needed someone to make me happy...but i don't and i don't know how to not hurt the other person because i do it a lot and i don't know how not to.

lol i've been crying for days i just love that :(

i made a new friend but i messed things up, because i can't keep my mouth closed i'm a horrible friend.

i guess that concludes this chapter 😞