FEELS •shawn mendes•

feels •shawn mendes• ch. 6

*this first section will be in shawns point of view until you see "..." then it goes back to aubreys*

SHAWN POV:
Aubrey and I had never really talked before this, and I get why. The people I hang around are kind of dicks, and that reflects onto me. I'm really not like that. I mean I do get around but I don't flaunt it like they do. And I don't let it carry into my personality.

"You don't want me." Aubrey suddenly says, pulling back a little.

I look into her eyes, and my heart stings a little bit.

"W-what do you mean?" I ask.

"I mean, you just want a hookup. Therefore you're just here for my body." She explains, and her eyes look teary.

I pull her down next to me and we sit there as I try to think about this.

"Aubrey, can I say something? This might change how you think of this." I ask.

"Maybe." She nods.

"Okay, so obviously I've never not been able to get a girl. But if you think about it, I asked you about this because I want you. I could have asked any other girl if I just wanted this for the girls body. Besides, you're going to make me work for this. And I like that. So no, I don't just want your body." I touch her hand gently as I speak, and she sinks down a bit.

"I don't know if I can do this, shawn." She says quietly.

"But dont you want to?" I ask.

"Yes..." she whispers.

"Give me a day. Come over today and tomorrow you can make a choice. Please?" I beg her.

"Okay. One day." She agrees.

"My house, after school. I'll drive."

"What am I supposed to do with my car?" She asks.

"We can come back and get it later, you won't be over that long." I tell her.

She squeezes my hand, and we hurriedly jump apart as we hear the voices of my friends down the hall.

... *back to Aubrey's pov*

I jump away from shawn and act like I'm getting water from the fountain across the hall.

Shawn stands by the stairs and acts like he's coming down from them.

"oh damn, Hannon."

Danny comes behind me and pinches my waist.

"Don't touch me." I whip around and push him away.

"Or what?" He gets closer.

"Don't fucking touch her." I hear shawns voice from the stairwell and Danny smirks.

"Are you the only one who can now?"

Danny comes up to shawn, but shawn is about 6 inches taller, and stronger. Shawn huffs and says,

"Yeah; I am. So get away from her before you see what happens when I'm mad."

I flinch a little and go to touch his arm. He immediately softens, and Danny walks away.

"You're whipped now, mendes. Thought you were better than that." Danny calls over his shoulder.

"Calm down, it's okay."

"He shouldn't be able to do that." Shawn looks into my eyes.

"Well he won't do it anymore, don't worry."

Shawn sighs, and the bell rings.

"I'll meet you outside the A building after 7th." I tell him, and we go our separate ways.

After the last bell rings, I walk to the building where I'm meeting shawn, and i feel nervous. I managed to avoid all of my friends, but when I get to the spot I don't see shawn anywhere.

Then I hear someone say quietly,

"So this is it. No backing out now. At least for today."

I turn around and shawn looks me up and down.

"Damn, i made a hard choice." He whispers to himself, barely audible.

"What?" I ask him, but he shakes his head.

"Never mind." He says, and I can't be sure of what I heard him say so I ignore it.

We walk to his car not saying much and the second I see it I get jealous.

"I've always wanted a Jeep." I say, and he laughs.

"They almost didn't get me it."

"They?" I ask.

"My parents," he explains, "they're more about being practical. Now, when we get home my sister may be there but she's going to her friends house in half an hour so we don't have to worry."

I didn't know he had a sister.

"Okay," I say, and my stomach clenches, "sounds good."

We keep driving and pull into the driveway of his house. I'm scared as we walk up to the door and he opens it.

"No, I don't know what I'm wearing." A girls voice comes from the kitchen area.

I take a deep breath, as shawn pulls my hand and takes me into the kitchen with him.

There I see a tall girl about 14 years old facetiming someone.

"I gotta go." She says when she looks up and sees me.

"Aaliyah, this is Aubrey." Shawn says, walking to the fridge and grabbing a snack.

"Oh, hi!" She says.

"Hey, how are you?" I ask.

"I'm great, how about you?" She asks, sneaking a look at shawn. "You must not be that good if you're hanging with him."

I laugh as shawn turns around and fakes hurt as he says, "Aaliyah! shh. I'm trying to make a good impression."

They both laugh and Aaliyah goes up the stairs.

"Nice to meet you Aubrey! Have fun, good thing he brought a nice girl home instead of the usual ones. You seem promising." She jokes as she walks away.

"You bring a lot of girls here?" I ask him, and he shakes his head.

"Just Lacey. Aaliyah hated her." He explains, and I hear the noise of a car outside.

"Looks like she's leaving sooner than I thought." Shawn says, smirking at me.

Aaliyah comes walking down the stairs and walks outside.

"Bye, Liyah!" Shawn says, and she calls back,

"Bye, shawn."

Then the door closes, leaving me alone with shawn.

Remember, if you don't like it, you can stop.

I try to reassure myself. The problem is:

There's no way in hell I won't like it.