killer club

Im lying

I wake up and see lucas sleeping so I go to the bathroom and change and go over to the kitchen and pour myself some coffee , then went over to the rooftop it was cold since it was december , and my dumb selft forgot to bring a jacket , I heard the door open and there was lucas

he walked over to me and placed his black leather jacket on me I quickly smile then he kisses my cheeck I quickly tense up and he chuckles then says " whats up ?" I shaked my head and took a sip of my coffee , then he interrupted me by saying " Is it true that you were talking last night ?" I felt my cheecks heat up but I shake my head quickly , then I look at the clock and it was 6:58 so I said " oh its late lets head back " then ran downstairs , after putting my coffee in the sink , Mr.smith knocked on the door and I opened it

he looked at me and smiled and I returned the gesture , then he said ," we are going on vacation assholes " we all chuckle st his comment then he said , " prepare your bags we are going to a cabin " after prparing our bags we all got in the back of the car and I drived to the airport , I parked the car and we walked inside after getting our bags checked we got in the airplane, after 2 hours we arrive and a limo is waiting for us , then we go to the cabin , it was already nighttime and I was looking out thw window while mads and michael were in the sunroof singing

, and mr smith was in the back with us , I roll down my window and look out it was beautiful , the wind was hitting my face so I turn around and say " this is beautiful " smith nods and lucas comes to my ears and whispers " not as beautiful as you darling " I could feel my cheecks heat up then hear smith say " umm right here " lucas chuckles and I just smile , tgen the rest of the car ride was like this , we arrived at the cabin and placed our bags in our rooms , it was a small cabin , it had a fireplace so I turned it on and went to make coffee while the otgers laughted at my addition to caffeine, then smith said his goodbyes and went to sleep , mads went with michael to watch a movie

so lucas and I decided to walk around , we locked the door and headed out as we were walking lucas turned to face me and said "we didn't finish our discussion this morning , "suddenly I tense up , and he notices this so he chuckles and says " you nervious " I shake my head , he nods then says " I want to know if what you said was real or if I dreamed it I say " you dreaming with me now huh" he nods and I roll my eyes then say " its in your dreams I didn't say anything " he bods dropping the subject then says " lets head back its late " I nod and we walk back to the cabin , chaging an going to sleep then we wake up and go directly to the kitchen

it was smelling like pancakes , smith was doing pancakes , we sit and the breakfast stool and then he mentions that there is a new teammate joining us , we all nod , then he opens the door to reveal a girl about our age with red hair , her name was katy , we all greeted her , and she walked over with her bags to a room , then she came back down and lucas was walking down the stairs , she eyed him up and down and they said hi to eachother , smith presented her and such , then he went to go but groceries and left me in charge to look for some information about the mission , I took out my laptop and sat at the sofa , and searched for a little while then I walked out to the backyard and saw lucas and katy practicing gunshots , so I walked over to them and she was good , I could tell there was something off because she knew how to hold her gun ,

so I don't know what she is practicing, I go get them some water and she thanks me , I mean she seemed nice before I knew it I had been all day watching katy so I lost track of time , then at 12:00 when everyone went to sleep I decided to start doing the work, I looked at the clock and it was 6 so I decided to head  to the bathroom and take a shower and brush my teeth after that I took the clothes from the bathroom and put them on , then I walked down to the kitchen and maddie and michael were there and so was smith he was making oatmeal, I sit on at the stools and we start small talking

then katy comes down the stairs in a baggy shirt , one I knew well I might add anyway, she sat down next to me and said "good morning " we all replied we all had a face of confusion  then she said " what a night , the best i've ever had perhaps " I nod while maddie opens her eyes and says " wait what did you do " katy chuckle and said " well more like who i'd do" then started laughing,I turned to face her and said " what do you mean?" she chuckle and said "oops were you two a thing " I look at her in confuison before shaking my head slowly then she clapped her hands and said " well we had a very fun night lucas and I "

I was fighting the urge not to believe that , but she had his shirt !! , I didn't know what to say so she went on by saying " I just thought I'd tell you cause it was your side of the bed " I quickly shake my head and say " I dont care , and I didn't need to know that information " she noded then said " I just gave him what you couldn't " I open my mouth in shook and look at maddie who was mouthing " run , get out" then I hear lucas say from behind me " good morning" I look at him then I stand up and walk to the door not before saying " you are a dead man to me lucas  " then run out , our mission was in an hour so I had to get back but I had to run somewhere ,

just to try and forget tears found their way out of my eyes as I kept replaying that comment in my head " I just gave him what you couldn't " was I not good enough, was I not pretty enough, was I not enough , he was all I had besides mads and smith but the care I had , ohh i who am I lying to , The love  I have for him is odviously diferent, but maybe I was not enough , perhaps he just played me because I was his partner in crime , but be broke me and I don't know how I can fix this

authors note :
het guysss hope you liked this chapter was a little mature but I wont get into detail about what katy and lucas did odvi , sorry not sorry till next week
xoxo alisha
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