I can't sleep (Phil 'Fil' Pov)

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After an entire day of assembling furniture, watching Friends on TV, and eating homemade waffles, we had a table, 6 rainbow chairs, a sofa, two new bed frames (Dan's and y/n's), a new dresser (y/n and I each got one), 6 nightstands, a Green beanbag chair for y/n and a new desk.

y/n had the smallest room with a slanted ceiling and I was sad that we wouldn't be sharing my bed anymore, or at least for a while.

there was something truly special about this girl and I don't know what it is. She's 23 and I'm 25, but I feel like we are both 16 year olds in love for the first time. I love her.

I had a long thoughtful shower, and dried my hair. I took out my contacts and put on my glasses. 

I put on some crazy and of course non matching socks, and Cookie Monster pyjama pants. I stayed without a shirt as it was June, a little warm for a shirt.

I walked out into the hallway and saw a beautiful, blushing y/n wearing cute pj's and staring at my 'Hot bod'. I just cringed a little thinking that thats what she saw me as.

your pjs:

your pjs:

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well, she was hot

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well, she was hot.

"hey y/n... you heading to sleep?"

"y-yeah Phil... can I have a hug?"

"yes love.. come here"

I wrapped my long arms around her. she was 5"10 and I was 6"2. I could perfectly wrap my arms around her and I loved that.

I kissed her head and she giggled.

"whats so funny? what, was that cheesy?"

"no I'm just wondering how the kindest, sweetest and hottest spork fell in love with a mess up, reject like myself"

"your perfect in every way! even your flaws are beautiful. if nobody else sees that, I do."

" I love you so much Phil... thank you for pulling me out of my dark hole... Regan wouldn't have wanted me to remain that way my whole life"

"you helped me too... im sure Micheal would want me to be happy. after all he always used to tell me that I would find my soulmate. and thats you. im off to bed, goodnight y/n."

"goodnight Phil"

I walked off to my room and laid down under my duvet, thinking about her, the most perfect girl on this planet."

time skippy

I heard someone open my door and I sat up. 

I hadn't been able to sleep, y/n was fresh on the mind and I just wanted her in my arms

at the door I saw y/n

"c-can I sleep in your bed Phil? I can't sleep"

"I can't sleep either. come cuddle with me love."

"thanks Phil... sooooo about that date I was promised..."

"how about tomorrow... I know somewhere we can go on a date!"

"ok Phil... your the best"

"come here love"

I opened my arms and pulled her under my duvet. she rested her head on my pale bare chest and snuggled into me.

as I held her in my arms I felt myself drifting off to sleep.

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