You hear my voice|Phil Lester x reader

our anniversary... (Y/N POV)

its been 8 months without Phil.

I hate life.

mum abuses me, dads an alcoholic.

tonight was the night. 

12:30 am. I packed everything into my suitcase. I knew where she was hiding my car keys, and tonight I was leaving.

silently I pulled my car keys out of the cookie jar, along with my phone which she had taken to avoid me contacting Phil.

I quietly grabbed my backpack and suitcase and noiselessly left the house.

I was going to see my Phil again.

I should be there by 6:30 am at this point, and then I would erase all means of my mother contacting me. she didn't know where we lived, or whose name the house was under. I was escaping the abuse, longing to be embraced by those pale arms once again.

I threw my shit into the passenger seat, and put the key in the ignition.

I took a deep breath and sped off into the distance.

as I was driving I Hooked up my phone to my car via AUX cable. I put the song "tear in my heart" on first because that was mine and Phils song. he always told me that that was how he felt towards me.

I adjusted his glasses on my face, praying that he was still waiting for me.

I listened to my playlist over and over again for 6 hours while driving back to my home, London.

as I turned onto the familiar street and into our familiar driveway my heart skipped a beat. I grabbed my small suitcase and backpack and climbed up the millions of stairs before ringing the doorbell at our apartment.

after about 20 seconds the door opened.

I saw a man with 

pale skin,

Blue eyes that were like oceans,

shorter, but still in a fringe to the right hair that was jet black,

and my round blue glasses rested on his nose.

Phil.

he looked shocked but still put his arms behind my head and started to kiss me right there in the foyer. the kiss lasted for ages, I felt his slightly chapped lips against mine and I was so happy to be back with my Philly.

as he ended the kiss he pulled me inside.

"I-Its been 8 months... I waited for you Y/n... I love you!"

"I'm sorry Phil! she hid my phone and car keys, but I found them! I'm so happy that I'm back here, home with you"

"I'm glad your here too... oh by the way... Happy first anniversary. I-I got you something"

Phil held up a beautiful necklace with charms of everything we did with each other. there was the London eye,  us cuddling, the Central Perks logo, Dans Crunchy Nut cereal as we often ate it on him, and a heart, to show our love.

"Phil its beautiful!"

"I'm so glad you like it! but I'm even happier that your home"

"can we go cuddle in your bed? I've missed those times."

"we can stay there all day if you want love, whatever your heart desires"

"thanks Phil"

"no, thank YOU Y/n. I needed you back."

and that morning, I laid my head on Phil's shirtless chest while he rubbed my hair.