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A/N: Sorry this is not really a poem, its just something i needed to let go of.

perhaps its time i confess

that i've spent too many days

pretending i'm okay 

being your second preference

always

and that 

i've spent too many nights

pillows soaked 

with all the dreams you've killed

all the hope i had

i don't have no more.

maybe its me who's wrong 

life gives you

what you deserve

and if i don't deserve love

from the man whose blood i share

and if he chooses

to only pretend to care

then all i can do is this

pour my words out

where you wont find them

hide my pain

where you cant see them

oh, even if you did

i bet you wouldn't care

anyway

~28/01/18

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