♡ Current mood: tired ♡
♡ I haven't updated this book in a long time but I figured I'd update today because why the fuck not. Recently I've been thinking too much about my old friend that I miss so much that it hurts. Yesterday in choir she just looked so sad and hurt but no one fucking noticed. She just looked so empty and I wanted to run up to her and hold her in my arms and tell her she's going to be fine but I can't do that anymore. I can't do that all because I caught stupid feelings and she broke my heart but guess what I still absolutely adore her even though she hates me. Her boyfriend doesn't even seem to notice how sad she looks half the time and to he honest I'm actually very concerned for her. I just want her back. I want to be the one holding her hand, I want to be the one she runs to when she's sad, I want to be able to hold her in my arms and tell her that everything's gonna be alright but I can't. She doesn't deserve this. ♡
