Alright so I haven't updated this in a long time but I'm in love. I'm still in love with a girl that left me for a boy. I love her so much that it hurts. Sometimes she'll sit at my lunch table and it hurts my heart to hear her speak or even to look at her. I wish that I could just completely forget about my time with her because life would be so much easier. Sadly life doesn't work that way and I don't see myself getting over her anytime soon. Luckily summer is coming up so it won't hurt as much because I won't have to see her everyday.