~Mood: lonely but in love~
♡She's the most beautiful thing I've laid eyes on and I mean that in every way possible. Her eyes, her smile, her mind, the way she bites her lips when she's nervous, the small smile she used to get when I'd hold her hand, everything about her is just beautiful. I love her so fucking much but she doesn't love me. I was such a small part of her life while she was such a big part of mine. She was the first person who would text me everyday and actually care about me outside of school. She was the first person I really felt comfortable with. She was the first person to completely break my heart. She seems happy how, her boyfriend doesn't deserve her but for some reason she saw something in him she couldn't see in me. I wish I could be happy for her I really do but sadly my heart wants to hate him. He didn't do anything wrong I just know he's going to hurt her. I just want what's best for her and maybe that isn't me but it still hurts to see her walking down the hallway holding hands with him when we walked down that same hallway not that long ago holding hands and laughing like we were in love. I really thought it was love but maybe I'm wrong, maybe it was just a crush. I really hope it was just a crush. ♡
