Daydream Lee Daehwi FF

Chapter 7.

That stare,
Her stare...

It seemed innocent and shy, yet to me it was somewhat captivating and almost poisonous.

Addicting as hell.

Her red face started calming down, and the tomato red cheeks turned into just a slight shade of pink blush quite quickly.
I found that interesting since we didn't break the eye contact nor did we change positions.

But Y/N seemed to be getting pretty comfortable.

Before I knew it, the adorable little girl, became tempting and mysterious.
In her very own way beautiful.

My mind was at a complete daze.
It felt like she fogged up brain and slowed down my thinking.
As if I was her pray, where in this scenario I'm clearly the one on top.

It makes me crazy, wild, I lose all my words to her.

All of these little things about her made me want to forget everything.
Everything as in the mindset of "friendship is enough for me."

No it's fucking not! Of course it's not!
I just cringe so hard at the thought of rejection and getting left behind.

For being selfish and possibly ruining everything we already do have.
...I just can't do it.

That's it... I pulled away and stood up.

Daehwi: "Sorry, didn't see you. You could become a ninja, seriously... As quiet as mice."

Y/N: "Thanks I guess... you know what, it's my turn to pretend to be sick. I'm gonna go to bed. Will you manage without me?"

Never in my life would I manage anything, without you in it.

Daehwi: "Yea, obviously. I'm not a child anymore MOM!"

Y/N: "Good, you can wake me up if you need anything. I'll try to not get mad."

Daehwi: "Shut up! You'd kill my ass if I tried."

Y/N: "You're putting it in a wayyy too extreme way. Not kill, maybe just mildly hurt."
She said and gave a little giggle.

Daehwi: "Whatever just go already pabo!"

With another faint smile, Y/N turned around and made her way into my room.

Daehwi: "Wrong door again!"

Y/N: "That's not true it's just that you're bed is wayy softer! Stop judging me!"

Daehwi: "When did I ever judge you dumbo?!"

Y/N: "I don't fricken know! If I were you I'd probably do it all the time..."

I decided to just let it slide, Y/N sleeping in my room isn't the end of the world nor is it something new.

To be fair I have no problem with it. We have nothing to hide from each other.

Well I don't... I hope she doesn't either.

I quickly finished doing the dishes and threw myself onto the couch.

I'm too tired to do anything...

I was thinking, is there anywhere else I should clean before my trip to dreamland.

The kitchen ✔

Sitting room ✔

Bathroom ✔

Y/N's room -- Is her own business when it comes to cleaning.

My room -- Shit... I didn't clean up the notebooks since I was in a hurry earlier.

Y/N wouldn't open or read my diaries right?? If she did she probably knows...

I quickly said a prayer while carefully walking to my door.

I slightly peeped inside, just in case, and then slowly walked in.

Y/N was sound asleep.
All my shit was neatly put away. She must have tidied it before actually taking her nap.

She can be a sweetheart... when she really tries.

Let's just hope that God is on my side and Y/N was too tired to put in the effort of actually reading anything.

I came up to her and squatted down onto the floor so that our eye levels were lined up.
I took my time admiring her angelic little face and pretty features.

I almost couldn't believe that this is the same girl from fifteen minutes ago. This bitch goes from zero to a hundred, real quick!

...It's actually a bit scary.

I wouldn't describe Y/N as two faced, but it is a wonder.
Somethings are meant to be unknown though, I'm afraid that this might be one of those somethings.

Y/N seems a bit distant recently, everything is extremely confusing right now.
So only time can tell... I guess.

I hope it can.

Well back to Y/N, as I was looking at her, she slightly opened one of her eyes.

She took a look at me, then closed it again.

Y/N: "What happened? What do you want?"

Daehwi: "Ohh umm, nothing I was just--"

Y/N: "In that case don't bother me..."

She shuffled around quite a bit and then turned around completely, now facing the wall instead of me.

To be fair, I expected it. Y/N cherishes her sleep A LOT.
Possibly even more than food.

If she did read anything, she might have just thought it's outdated. Right?

But let's just keep our hopes up here, and assume that she was too tired, threw everything into place and just went to sleep.

Maybe she wasn't bothered enough to pick up any of my wonderful 'novels'.

In any of those cases I should be able to calm my shit about the whole situation.
However for some reason this just keeps worrying me...

>>>>>>>

After a while I understood Y/N isn't getting off my bed, so instead I just proceeded to move my ass onto the sofa.

I grabbed a pillow and a spare blanket from under my bed and headed to the living room.

To be honest, it wasn't uncomfortable,
It wasn't as good as a bed either.
To say it straight forward, it was okay-ish.

I kept twisting and turning, trying to figure out a position that would allow me to sleep without getting back damage.

However that seemed close to impossible.

I just gave up, there really was no point to trying anymore.

My plan of sleep was turned into running around the house... cause I have nothing better to do.

Mission: Scavenge around the house

Main Target: Y/N's room

Enemy: Sleeping Y/N

Main Goal: DO NOT wake Y/N up

I slowly got up, being careful to not make any noise.

I creeped my way into the corridor, and then successfully into Y/N room.

To my horror it turns out Y/N really does have some detective instinct.

And unfortunately as I was looking around, the light behind me suddenly switched on.

Hello 🖤🖤
I'm really sorry for not updating for so long. I will try to update more frequently from now on. At least once a week!
As always I hope you all enjoy and please wait for the next chapter as I have big plans for it!!

Love you all -Liv xx