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The pain

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I was in pain.
- the pain was real I didn't know what to do I just had to start crying and screaming cause my best friend just got into an car crash I was hoping she was doing well now and that she doesn't have memory loss or anything I was so scared literally my heart was beating my blood pressure was going down and my body was shaking all I know,that I'm supposed to be doing is that I have to take care of my self and run to the hospital where she is and be a true friend and starts finding her hopefully she's doing well ugh this hurts so bad I didn't want her ending up like this....
Hospital-
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I ran into the hospital ,talking to the nurse "hey   A girl had an car crash called Savannah Brooks and I'm trying to find her do you mind telling me which room she's in"? The woman looks at me weirdly and nods her head "yes she's in room 108 ,but please don't disturb her she's not in a good condition right now". I looked at her with fright and started running to room 108 "omg there that's the room I can't I'm so scared to see in what possible position she's in" I open the door and see Savannah on the hospital bed "Savannah are you okay please tell me your fine I'm so worried"? She gives me a smile " Sasha I'm doing good it's okay can you stop worrying"? I start crying and holding her hands "Savannah I literally thought I would lose you oh my god why weren't you more careful"? She starts tearing up "because I was on the phone with my boyfriend and he broke up with me ,so I couldn't take it suddenly I look over to my left and see a car coming with big bright lights my eyes couldn't take it and then everything went black". Wait what I never knew she had a boyfriend oh my god I'm gonna kill that jerk I couldn't handle seeing her like this god... "WHAT Savannah you never told me you had a boyfriend he put you into this situation look at how your just ugh I can't I'm gonna kill that jerk" she looks at me and gets scared to say the truth "Sasha look he loves me he still does it's okay please don't hurt him" i couldn't anymore ugh "Savannah what do you mean he loves you if he really cared he wouldn't do that to you he broke up with you don't end of discussion he's a jerk and I'm killing him" she keeps staring at me "Sasha please understand he wasn't gonna break up he didn't". Yeah sure.... "umm and you want me to believe that Savannah huh"? She starts getting angry "Sasha stop it that's it he didn't want to break up it's not over and your not hurting me do you understand"? I can't believe she defended this jerk what do I tell her now "Savannah I know it's been hard but you can't stay with this guy he's not suitable for you I mean this guy literally  got you into this mess why would you wanna live the rest of your life with him"? She gives me the death stare and turns away "Sasha leave" I get surprised "what Savannah I'm ur best friend what do you mean"? She sounds angrier "Sasha I said leave" I jumped a little "come on Savannah I know you don't want ur bestie to leave right"? She really gets angry as if the devil it self came to talk to me with his anger "SASHA FOR THE LAST TIME GET OUT I DONT WANT YOU HERE OKAY NOW LEAVE PLEASE". My heart was pounding it was hard to breathe I never saw Savannah this angry I mean I know I was just trying to help her you know I didn't want her getting this mad at me. "Fine I'm leaving happy"? I stood up and left the room with a mad spirit, I could just feel how mad and sad she is ,I know her too well she doesn't want our friendship getting ruined she really loves me and I love her even more she's the only friend that I trust and love the most she is a very kind person why would I ever do anything to hurt this amazing person anyways I had in no intentions of hurting her feelings so if she really opened her eyes to reality maybe she would understand why I don't want her dating that guy like I swear it's just not suitable for her whatever now let's just forget it as if nothing happened hopefully she'll be doing well and will come out of the hospital soon enough.....
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Home-
I can't say I wasn't hurt by Savannah telling me to leave but yeah what can I do anyways ,as I walk up stares I hear my brothers yelling and laughing cause they were playing the (x box)
And it's really annoying ughhh...
But I act like I don't care or else I'd go to their face and give them a slap and break the (x box)
Lmaoooo😂.
My mom calls me into the kitchen as I go to her my brother pulls my hair "what the heck Alex why did you do that it hurts" he starts laughing "well it's just a joke I bet it doesn't hurt that much" I give him my death stare and walk my way up to the kitchen "oh Sasha I heard what happened to Savannah is she doing alright"? My heart fell when I heard Savannahs name I just wanted to forget her situation right now ,but not happening someone just had bring her up "oh yeah mom she's doing fine I visited her earlier at the hospital". She took a deep breath and was about to say something "Sasha I don't want u getting hurt okay so please be careful ,this is a dangerous world you never know what's gonna happen next I just wanna make something clear don't trust to much okay honey"? I start thinking deeply but also with pain "yes mom you always tell me how dangerous the world is but like if your talking about Savannah I trust her with everything she is a very good person mom". "Sasha I know I never said she was a bad person it's just in general I'm not only talking about what happened to Savannah I'm talking about reality and life okay". I really don't know what to do life is getting harder each day for me and I can't handle the pressure and problems that keep adding into my life if this was [11:11pm] I would wish that all my problems would disappear ,this is to much of a pain just like a feeling of salt on a open flesh burning with screams..