Now. I don't think I'm what you call depressed.
At times I get depressed. Very depressed.
But I'm not always depressed. I dont have depression.
I'm just sad sometimes, I think the worst sometimes, I think about everything that could go wrong.
Every person gets depressed sometimes.
I just get depressed at a strong level.
To where I feel like I shouldn't be alive.
People said I shouldn't.
My boyfriend asked... "Why do you believe them?"
And I replied... "Because they're right."
Thats what I think. I think they are absolutely right. Life would be so much better if I wasn't here.
Megan,
You wouldn't have this girl around with you. Annoying you making you have anxiety. I wouldn't be there to make you angry or sad. I wouldn't stop you from being you. I wouldn't be there hating some of your friends.
Life would be better.
Isaiah,
You wouldn't have to worry. You wouldnt have this girl making you sad. And yelling at you when I'm jealous. I wouldn't be here to make you annoyed. I wouldnt be here then you could flirt and not be tied down.
Life would be better.
mom,
You wouldn't have to worry about my grades, or about if I did my homework.
You wouldn't have me asking you silly questions.
Life would be better.
Lauren,
You wouldn't have you're annoying little sister. The one you never say I love you too. Its a shame but I know you do secretly...
Life I guess would be better.
I dont wanna burden people . but I don't wanna let go.
I dont wanna say goodbye.
I dont wanna leave
I dont wanna cry
I don't wanna die.
But- I do, at the same time.
