Pragma ( jeon wonwoo)

[18]

IF IT IS YOU
sung by rose (blackpink)
[please keep playing this song until the end]

it was an hour after you left the hospital, you did a laparoscopy test, because the doctor wanted to make sure the location of your embryo—and as expected, it was implanted on your Fallopian tube, moreover, they also detected the bacterial fluid. 

some of the times, you felt difficult to walk; it was as though something was holding your legs and you just couldn't move. or was it because you just didn't want the world to continue moving? 

"haeun?" you turned your head a little after hearing a familiar voice. at that moment, you really didn't want to see anyone—you just wanted to stay at home, lock the door and cry until the end of the day.

how unfortunate that luck was clearly not on your side, a hand gripped your wrist to make you stop. you let out a heavy sigh with your eyes shut. "yes?" you turned around reluctantly, just to find kim mingyu in front of you. "mingyu?" 

his brows were furrowed, "are you okay?" you didn't know why he asked about your condition but his face showed that he was concerned. "you look pale, where's wonwoo? should I take you to the hospital? It's not far from here—" 

he was worried of you—when you were walking across the street, you looked like you were about to fall and at first, he didn't know that it was you. he followed you from behind and decided to call out your name when he got to see your face. 

"I'm fine," you shut him off immediately; it was obvious that you weren't. he could hear your heavy breath as if you were out of air and your lips were dried as your eyes were bloodshot after crying silently. you tried removing his grip, but instead he shook his head. 

"do you want to have a drink with me?" he asked, slowly he loosened his grip. you tilted your head as you were confused, "I mean, not that I'm trying to flirt, no! I'm not a bad guy, I just think that you need to sit down, drink some tea and maybe chat with me." 

you smiled weakly because you suddenly wondered why wonwoo seemed to dislike him. "that would be nice," you replied. if you weren't married, you probably fall deep in love to mingyu for worrying you. so, the both of you entered a cafe that was nearby; it was warm and there wasn't a lot of customers there too. 

"I'll be back in a bit," he said before he dashed to the counter and took his order. every time you looked at mingyu, you just couldn't help but to remember wonwoo being jealous. you wondered how he would react if he knew that you were with mingyu. 

but your smile faded when you remembered about the surgery. "how should I tell him?" you asked yourself—you have never seen him angry before, and thinking about it made you worried. what will happen if you tell him? will he divorce you? will he leave you?