you want to be beautiful;
which means be attractive
fair skin, soft hair, and skinny and perfect.
so am i not beautiful?
with my scarred skin, oily strands, and fattening thighs?
am i not beautiful?
despite the strength in my bones and the life in my lungs?
am i not beautiful?
for seeing what others don't; what others ignore?
am i still not beautiful...?
