Rwby fanfic

Ch.7

Whelp I had to update bc I'd be amsterdamned if I didn't keep my word. Oh and sorry I didn't put the lyrics correctly I had just listened to it yesterday and I didn't bother looking up the lyrics (I'm lazy🍟) Hehehe and I'm sorry that pun was so bad that yang should've came up with it. Aaaand I'm kinda low on data so I have to make it to where I'll check Wattpad online every morning and afternoon to see if anything changes. Kinda sucks..... Go rapidash go rapidash go, go rapidash go rapidash go( I'm bored sorry it's something I do when bored 🙃). Bleh And now, back to you Y/n.
*******************************************
I walk into my room after Yang puts me down." I wander why she had to carry me to my room? Ehh it's sorta hot. Extremely embarrassing but kinda hot." Riley is attempting to do homework he procrastinated until doing it the night before and Vivian is helping him while Daniel is cleaning his guns. I hop on my bed.
"Soooo anything happen while you were on your date?" Daniel asks as he unlocks the hammer, letting it slide back in place on his pistol. I blush.
"Weeell," everyone turned their attention to me,"shekindakissedmeonthelipsandsaidshewantedtodommebutisaidiwantedtowaitandithinkwe'reacouplenow." I burry my head into my pillow knowing the shitstorm that is about to me unleashed (A/n :hehehehehe) on me
"Somebody's got a girlfriend." Daniel said in a singsong voice
"I thought you'd never get laid." Riley said
"Have you heard about her? Her reputation that is?" Vivian asks concerned
"Reputation?" I ask. We all look at her."why would someone's reputation matter. Unless she's a hoe. Then again, a reputation isn't always the truth. After all 'he's in love with a stripper"
"She is a major slut. Goes to parties, gets drunk, and can't keep a boyfriend for a week."
"Reputation and truth aren't the same thing Viv. And also people change." I respond
"People change when something makes them change. And I don't want you to get hurt."
"I know that Viv, that's why I find this very sweet of you, but you have to have a bit of faith. That and I've already told her we're gonna have to wait before I'd even want to do that."
"And besides we can always break her if she hurts him." Daniel announces, not looking up from the ak/sword he's cleaning
"I call first hit on her then." Vivian says and returns her attention to helping Riley. Well forcing him to work.
"She wouldn't do that to me. She's nice. Well she seems nice. I'd break if she ended up like my parents..... or Cinder." I walk into the bathroom and grab my knife and tape. I strip naked and look at the cuts in my leg above my knee cap.( cutters will cut in their leg so no one will find out bc pants cover up the wounds instead of having to wear long sleeves all the time. Just so anyone here with a will to live will understand)I take some tp and make a heavy duty band aid while the water warms up in my shower. I take my pocket knife and flick the blade out. I scrape it against the flesh of my arm." Maybe I won't have too keep doing this too keep it all under control." I think while tearing up. I step under the warm water, feeling it run down my legs over the countless cuts on them. I start to cry. "I don't think she could love someone as broken as me. Not everyone can. Not everyone will. They don't want a crybaby little shit like me to take care of. My own parents didn't even want to. All because of me for once telling them my secrets. I never told them I cut, that I cried after my brother hit me because he'd say don't tell mom immediately like I wasn't worth one damn second to worry about me, that it broke me every time he stopped even saying that and looked sick of me after hitting me because he thought I was the fault of how shitty his life is. He even told me that to my fucking face..... and it might just happen again, and again, and again. " I feverishly start to slash at my legs to make the pain numb, to stop me from feeling the ache in my heart given to me by everyone I let in. Letting my blood flow, I cry now sitting with my knees in my chest with the water hit my face. "I really hope she's the one. The one who's going to listen to me, hold me, watch Disney with me after forcing me to watch a horror movie and I can't sleep from the nightmares, the one who will love me. After all I really do need a little love in my life. A little love in the dark, to kickstart me and my broken heart."( A/n: I HAD TOO SAY THAT ) I get up and turn off the shower. I grab the band aid I made and put it on my left leg that I hacked on today. "I can't have them find out after all." I dry myself up and put on my pjs of sweatpants, a funny t-shirt ( like the classically trained one with a pic of an old Nintendo remote on it or the loading, please wait for sarcastic answer) with my shades and collar. I walk out and hop on my bed. "Why do we even need 4 beds when Riley and Vivian sleep in the same one every night? I mean it would save space. We could mention it to professor Ozpin later." I yawn and get under my covers. I put in my ear buds and start listening too more to life by the blue stones. Slowly I drift asleep, carried away by garage band blues music.

********************************************
Hope ya like it, I enjoyed dreaming it up (writing it out, not so much). Also if you haven't caught on yet my genre preferences it's basically anything but screamo hardcore metal bands.