I'm not sure what to write next but I'll keep thinking on it and everyone is still welcome to asking for something specifically from person to type of story like a one shot book or whatever. And do you think you need to love yourself to love someone? And well you know about my depression and shit, but would that person keep me from feeling completely numb? I man when they promise me something like how they will love me and so many things I of course feel something, but shouldn't I feel something when holding them and losing them? Maybe my problem no one really knows how to make me exited and happy or it might be that I just dream up something about them and end up settling. And I'm not sure what else to say. Ummmm I'm gonna work on this some more bc I kinda forgot about this and Wattpad a little this weekend.
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Timeskip 2 and a half weeks
Y/n's pov
"Shit rehab is such a bitch. Even if it only takes me a few weeks it still is suuuuch a bitch. I mean why does it have to be so boring stuck in a room all day forever and no wheelchair racing? At least Blake and Yang kept me entertained with all of the visits. Come oooon tomorrow hurry the hell up." I think laying on the bed. Tomorrow is the last day of bed rest and I get to go out whenever I please. "I wander what the cafe will be like. Hopefully I'll get some nice and quiet before I meet up with Yang. Who knows if I'll have my hearing afterwards."
I close my eyes and try to drift to sleep. My mind wanders at all of the ideas I have of tomorrow, wandering so loud I can't hear the deafening silence of the room. I squeeze my eye lids tighter as if trying to close away my dreams for my first day out. Seconds of this soon turns into minutes of hopeless wishing.
"At least I haven't accidentally went nuts and destroyed everything, or anyone see my eyes yet that's a plus." I say out loud
"What?" I hear Blake's voice
My eyes open to see her sitting next to me clearly confused." Shiiiiiiiiiit. Oh well at least it's only Blake. I guess I'll expand the secret. "Try not to freak out okay. And don't tell anyone please." I say holding my breath.
"You kept my secret, I'll keep yours. After all, that's what friends are for." She places a hand on my shoulder
"Ummmm I guess I'll start with this then," I say and pull off my sunglasses," I'm not photophobic but it makes for a good lie."
She gasps and got closer to get a better look. My heart races," Please don't hate me." My eye colors swirl as does the anxiety in my stomach. I sweat and start to fear the worst as she says nothing, letting tension build.
I look down to avoid her stare," I understand if we aren't friends anymore, but if you could do me a favor and not tell anyone I'd appreciate it."Blake's pov
"I'm not photophobic but it makes for a good lie."
I gasp and look into his gorgeous swirling eyes and move closer for a better look. "Why would he hide this? They're amazing as he is. I wish I could stare into them all day." I think while getting mesmerized by the complexity of them. Slowly I scoot closer like a moth to a flames beauty.
He looks down and mutters,"I understand if we aren't friends anymore, but if you could do me a favor and not tell anyone I'd appreciate it."
My heart shatters," what happened to him? Why is he like this? How can I help him?"
I jump on top of him and squeeze the life out of him in a hug. His arms slowly wrap around my waist as I feel something wet falls on my shoulder. My hand creeps up to his head and plays with his hair and wolf ears.
"Why would this change me being friends with you, why are you crying?" I ask
"Because once I tell you why my eyes are like this, you're going to treat me like all of those racist pigs do to Faunus." He chokes out with his head buried in my neck
"I will never do that. You're eyes aren't of your choice, so how could I do that to you?" I let go of him to look him in the eyes. His eyes and cheeks are stained with blueish purple tears. His usual faint smile is replaced with a broken expression.
"He should already know this, we're both Faunus."
"Ears don't mean you're gonna kill off everyone though, my eyes do."
"What to you mean?"
"How the hell do those gorgeous eyes mean he's a killer?"
"Well take a seat it's gonna take a while to hear it all." He laughs a broken hearted laugh.*insert backstory previously written*
My mouth hangs open from the story. I gulp and pin him on the bed in a hug, straddling his waist as my tears run down my cheeks.
"I will NEVER do that to you. I will be here for you no matter what, no matter who happens okay? It's what you would do for anyone. After all having powers don't mean you'll go crazy. You would never be that way."
"Can you do me a favor then?" He whispers
"Of course." "I'll do anything for the one I love."
"Don't tell anyone. I know it's kinda implied but still. And also don't tell me what all your going to do for me, whether it's be there for me or make me feel on top of the world, because I've had a lot of people tell me and never deliver. So don't just tell but show me, make me feel it, make me live it, let me live it, enjoy it, love it, feel it."
"Okay."
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Hope you liked it. Sorry for being later than usual and for getting so weird in that first part. Still low on data and wishing I wasn't. That's about it.
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