𝐕𝐈𝐑𝐀𝐋 ➤ [ 𝑓𝑖𝑛𝑛 𝑤𝑜𝑙𝑓ℎ𝑎𝑟𝑑 ]

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"FINN, PLEASE! Slow down!" I yell after the curly haired boy, trying to catch my breath as I chase after an infuriated Finn.

We are about two blocks from my house, Finn trying to get away from me, and me trying to get him to stop.

I have been begging him to slow down, to talk to me, but he has ignored me, only picking up his pace.

"Finn, please fucking stop!" I almost yell at the top of my lungs, and this seems to catch his attention as he ubruptly stops, spinning around, narrowing his eyes as he looks down at me.

The sight breaks my heart into a million pieces, the guilt rising up like bile as I take in Finn's sad and reddened face, indicating that he has been crying- crying because of me.

Jesus Maddie, what is wrong with you?

"Finn I am s-" I'm cut off by Finn holding up his hand, silencing me, "you're what Maddie? You're sorry, save it."

Every word he says breaks me, makes me feel so guilty, so, so guilty, but then again, I don't get why he's mad. We're not together, we're friends, and Iris made it very clear that her and Finn had something going on.

"Why are you mad Finn?" I silently ask, my gaze meeting his sad brown eyes. He doesn't answer, instead he purses his lips, trying to think of a valid reason.

"You kissed Jake, you fucking kissed him Maddie, and now you're asking why I'm angry?" Finn raises his voice, yelling, and I widen my eyes at his outburst. He's never yelled at me.
Though, this only angers me as he has now right to yell at me for something that isn't even his business.

"What the- you- Finn, you and I are not dating, so why the hell are you so pissed?"

This seems to take him aback as he runs a hand through his curly hair, thinking over my words.

"You're right," he speaks after several seconds, and I was hoping he'd say somsthing like 'I wish we were more', but instead, he breaks my heart by saying those two, simple words.

"We're not dating, but the fact is, I like you Madilyn Smith, since the first time I saw your video I knew I had to get to know you," my eyes widen, my breath staggering, my heart pounding,

"But then," he continues, his expression hardening, "I actually made the mistake thinking you felt the same way, turns out you don't and I had to find out in the worst way possible, do you know how shitty that is for me Maddie?"

I open my mouth to reply, but Finn cuts me off, "no, no you don't, so you know what, go back to Jake, do whatever the hell you want, but I am fucking done."

I wipe the tears from my face, trying to control my breathing, trying to not full on sob in front of the heartbroken boy, trying to contain myself.

"Finn, just let me explain, Iri-" he shakes his head, his sad expression now mixed with anger, "Madilyn, just- go home, I-I never want to see you again." And with that, he turns around, walking at a fast pace in the opposite direction, not even looking back.

I put my head in my hands, crying in the middle of the road, my heart feeling like it has been ripped in half, my brain numb, the only sound echoing through the empty street are my sobs and the distant sound of Finn's footsteps crushing on the gravel beneath him.

I lift my gaze, seeing him walk away, and in that moment, I knew I lost everything.

For the brown eyed boy just escaped me, and I had no intention on going after him, because I knew he'd never forgive me for what I've done, because I broke his heart, and a broken heart can't be fixed by the person who caused it.

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A/n

This is so sappy omggg

I'm sorry for the short chapter..the next one will be longer I promise XD
But this actually made me sad gahhhh

Thanks for reading! And I hope you enjoyed the chapter, please vote, comment etc...

Oh, and any The Maze Runner fans?? The Death Cure comes out tomorrow and I am not okay..like I'm so excited to watch it gahhh someone rant with my please