Gloss . h.hj + k.sm [DISCONTINUED]

사 | lone butterfly

[a/n: GUYS GUYS GUYS GUYS GUYS GUYS IM GOING TO A MONSTA X CONCERT TMR AND IM SO FKIN HYPED IM LEGIT STILL SO SHOOK AND CANT STOP CRYING, IM GOING W MY BEST FRIEND IN THE ENTIRE WORLD AND ITS GONNA BE SO LIT IF U WANNA SEE PICS AND SHIT THEN FOLOW MY IG @pabbobangtan ITS A BTS FAN ACC BUT IM MULTI-FANDOM OKK ENJOY THIS CHAP XO]

Seungmin focus

LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!

The boys stiff and half-asleep body managed to violently jolt itself awake as his eyes abruptly shot open. It took seungmin a while to realize that tears were unconsciously streaming down his brittle morning skin and eventually he noticed his sweaty forehead and hands. Frantically he tried to crawl out of the bed but was pulled back under the comforter against his will by a pair of limp arms clasped around his petit waist.

"mmmhhhh five more minutes" the older beside him groaned out through his dry morning voice. the younger tensed slightly as he felt the grip on his waist tighten slightly and loosen as the raven-haired boy snuggled closer to his side.

"i need to go to the b-bathroom" his voice trembled as he choked on a faint sob whilst stuttering out his lame excuse, trying to hold back from hyperventilating. Unfortunately, hyunjin recognised the pain in his voice and opened his eyes to be met with a shaking and panicking seungmin.

"hey, hey hey whats wrong" Hyunjins voice teamed with concern as he sat up to caress the side of the others cheek, wiping away his glassy tears.

"i-i think i had a nightmare but I'm f-fine" Seungmin tried to reassure the worried boy that he was okay and lowered hyunjins hand from his face. He forced a smile and looked down embarrassed at all his recent antics, scared that he was being too much trouble for the older "i should go I don't wanna be any more trouble for you, thank you for letting me stay"

"woah woah you're not going anywhere until you explain to me why you are in such a state, otherwise how would i know how to help you?"

"h-help me"

"yes, i want to help you through whatever hurting you are going through right now so spit it out"[a/n: yeesh don't be so bossy]

It took seungmin around 30 minutes to explain the whole story without breaking down into tears but eventually, he finished feeling broken inside after talking about it but it also felt nice to talk to someone he didn't have to see at school every day, so he thought.

"fuck" was all hyunjin could say staring wide eyed taking great interest in the sheets below the two if them.

"yeah i know but its okay for now because i left and ended up here" the brunette mustered up a soft smile and fiddled with the silky peach blanket around him. of course the older of the two found this adorable.
"hey lets go get some food and get to know each other a bit, you can tell me all about yourself" hyunjin shot him a warm smile and took hold of the others hand.

Without any further conversation they got ready to venture out into the warm spring breeze, late morning air wafting over their faces. A rosy tainted sky hung over them as the two padded down the concrete street towards a familiar looking diner.

Seungmin instantly recognised the building as where he a hyunjin had met and his eyes lit up like fireworks. The interior was still painted a vivid red with lustrous silver metal accents, giving it a cozy atmosphere.

Hyunjin focus

Once they had sat down and ordered the conversation continued. Only this time hyunjin couldn't take his eyes off of the boy next to him. The way his doll-like features glowed under the single lightbulb hanging above them and how his eyelashes fluttered delicately whenever he blinked. the way his doe eyes shone in the stream of light around them and overflowed with emotion. Most importantly, he was fixated on the youngers lips. They were cutely shaped like a heart and held a thick shade of red. They were so full and yet so...

kissable.

[time skip]

Both of the boys stayed in for the evening conversing, joking and falling in and out of sleep over cups of rich hot chocolate filled with fluffy marshmallows. once again hyunjin couldn't avert his gaze from the sleepy boy. He took note of how his eyes hovered between a state of open and closed and figured it would be convenient to gain some shut-eye.

Just like last time, he scooped the dozing boy into his arms and padded toward their room. Before the ravenette could get half way across his living room seungmin woke himself up for a mere second preparing to say something.

"Hey cutie, what college do you go to?" the smaller of the two muffled through a yawn, his legs wrapped tightly around hyunjins pretty waist

cutie? how...well...cute

A swab of pink glowed on his cheeks at the pet name. he liked it.

"Seoul national college what about you?"

"Thats funny, so do i" although his response was quiet and lothagic hyunjin just managed to catch it. A heartfelt smile crept across his rose dusted lips and he couldn't help but exhale in the spirit of lust.

In that moment he felt a lone butterfly swoop into his stomach. There it frolicked and danced all throughout the night.

[a/n: the strawberry lipgloss storyline will begin in the next chap and im so excited to get to the juicy shit in this book YEET soz for not updating for ages btw but ily all thanx for reading my trash xo]

written | friday 26th january 2018 | 23;20