When Laur finds out that her boyfriend Jack is cheating on her with her best friend who she's known forever, she is heart broken, when one day she's scrolling through Spotify and comes across 'treat you better' by someone she's only faintly heard ab...
icouldn't help but feel betrayed because who wouldn't if their boyfriend cheated on them with their best Friend? i decide to listen to music to help me calm down and forget about the problems....... for now.
i wake up sweating and crying, shaking uncontrollably. I take deep breaths and calm myself down, i get up to go get a glass of water when everything from last night comes rushing in, all about jack cheating on me, and me cutting again. i was 2 weeks clean and was very proud of myself, but i fucked up, yep, that's me the one who always fucks up.
i get my glass of water and go back upstairs to my room quietly because God knows how bad dads hangover will be and how he will handle it. I grab my phone and go on Instagram. i see that Shawn's posted something i click on the notification and see something about his tour:
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{the dates aren't going to be accurate}
He was performing in Toronto this weekend i got up and grabbed my laptop, opened it up to the website and got myself the platinum VIP pass and while i was at it i got some merch and put it in as next day delivery. you are probably wondering where all the money came from, well my mum and dad were very successful business people and my dad still is, no one knows about the drinking and abuse tho so that's why he still has his job.
I literally am falling for this boy, he has the voice of an angel and by looks of it a heart made of pure gold. Everyone is like you only like him for his looks but that's no all. there's just something about him that just draws me to him.
I shake my head and come out of the little trance i was in and decide to go get a Starbucks to get my mind off of things, if you cant tell im not someone to sit and cry over some boy, but i know that if its the right guy he would be worth crying and fighting for. [no matter how cheesy that sounds lol]
i get up and change into my {picture above} outfit for the day consisting of some denim shorts, a pink t-shirt, black vans and a flower crown. I grab my phone and wallet and put them in my bag and head out.
*at Starbucks*
i get to Starbucks and order my usual double choc chip frappuccino WITHOUT the whipped cream, i hate whipped cream. i order and go to wait for my name to be called out. As i was scrolling through my Instagram feed i got a notification saying that Jack had postes something, being curious i went to see what it was. My eyes got watery as i saw what it was... i grabbed my drink and power walked back to my house and locked myself in my room
A/n hey guys im back, i have also decided to change the best friends name from Clancy to Bailey. i hope you guys like it, and as always if theres any feedback its really appreciated
QOTD: whats something rebellious that you have done and got into big trouble for.
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AOTD: tbh i havent done a lot of really rebellious stuff but even if i did i never got in trouble for it
